I was hopeless in life when it comes to friends,
Every door i knocked seemed to have dead ends.
When everyone was busy taking pictures,
All I was getting as friends were ditchers.
I did everything for everyone, all my best efforts,
But still being called fake by people, hurts.
I almost stopped believing in my own happiness,
So, put my hand forward towards loneliness.
Then I saw him standing outside my window,
He was like the ray of sunlight in the snow.
It was so hard to trust my fate in life,
People had always stabbed my back with knife,
But a part of me believed he was different from everyone,
He became my friend and took away all my burden.
All my self esteems those fake people took away,
He gave it all back to me, day by day.
From not trusting at all, to trusting him,
I saw a golden ray of sun, that looked dim.-
They say that your career is the most important,
I took their advice and wore it like some ornament.
But i was clueless between all the choices i had,
Either this or that, it was making me so mad.
Part of me wanted to choose the road not taken!
Was it commerce i thought or i was mistaken?
Peer pressure doesn't only give cigarettes in your hand,
But also a career you never even thought of or planned.
There i was walking on the road of science and Mathematics,
But the guilt was like a wall in my heart made of bricks.
I couldn't even give the best of my efforts,
Thinking about it now actually really hurts.
Even though my heart wasn't ready to accept it,
But honestly my mind was always made for it.
Sometimes in life we often get pushed towards a scary road,
But life plans to give us diamonds when we seek for gold.-
I honestly don't like people who can't stand up for their own actions, who can't admit when they are wrong, who can't admit who they really are and the worst of all when these kinds of people put blame on the generation as if we all are wrong here but them.
One thing I know in life is that as humans we all make mistakes some worse than others but admitting to our mistakes is what makes us different from animals.
Someone once asked me "what is the world ?" And obviously I said the planet on which we live is the world, all the countries together make up the world but they make me realise that our world is the boundary we set, the people we meet, right now sitting in my room, so the room is my world, a happy safe place for me not some social media.
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There was a time when voices were silent,
Communication was done, but voices were violent.
Words got out of hearts through sent and seen,
Passing by each other like strangers, became a routine.
But every night again they all rejoice,
The fights did not lower the pitch of voice,
Instead several yellow faces were there to define.
A group was made with people in a room combine,
They met again with flashes on their faces.
Yet the silence was so loud, it kept growing on a daily basis,
It starts wailing when the keyboard shuts up as well,
And the voices in the head get so loud like a bell.
It even silences the voices of the characters behind the screen,
It felt like someone was taking yellow out of my green.-
You know the stage where you cry for someone because they are worth it and you lose them because of your own mistakes, it is worth it, there's a chance to go back and fix that friendship if you try. But, the realization that they ain't worth a single tear hurts more, because only you know how much effort you have put in for that person, but here you are standing alone still in the hope that maybe things will get fixed. You know why? Because a false hope feels better than a helpless truth. Hope is all that has been keeping us alive till now.
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In the world, where wind whispers through the trees.
And the sun rose and set every single day.
Water is being contaminated, causing so many diseases.
The blue sky is slowly turning into grey.
All the technologies are developing for sustainability.
Petrol and diesel vehicles are being replaced by EVs.
Still we are burning coal and fossils for electricity.
Icebergs are melting with every increase in degrees.
All the fossil fuels will be depleted by 2060.
And pollution is causing over 9 million deaths globally.
Still we are the one causing it without feeling guilty.
Everything might get fix, if we start solely.
Living under a roof has become a necessity.
Of course why would anyone want to be homeless?
But let us all try to throw away all sorts of negativity.
Because this planet earth is our only common address.-
How stupid it is for people to believe that crying is for weak people. People who cry know how to manage their emotions and don't get bothered by a single topic over and over again. Whereas, people who pretend to be so strong, i believe they are just holding on to their emotional trauma, which gets out in different forms like anger issues, attachment issues etc and then they expect people to understand their behaviour. I honestly think it is better to cry your heart out than to carry the burden with you for your whole life.
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The desire to breathe is more painful than the desire to have someone in your life.
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Maturity is realising that, your brain does not need to overthink before sleeping. And life becomes better when you start sleeping without being addicted to someone's good night.
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We expect more, because we know more. There are lots of people dying peacefully because they lived what they knew to the fullest.
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