Constant Fight

Amidst the neon lit streets or the pathetic dark places,
She walks with a feeling of helplessness and her heart races.
Putting on her brave smile each night,
concealing her fragility, her struggle,her fight.
But, in her heart resides a stone of hope,
a window to escape, a way to cope.
In reality, her body aches and her soul weeps,
Yet,with a new man she sleeps.
This life may not be what she would choose,
But she is a survivor,she won't lose.
For, in her heart somewhere round the corner is a beam of light.
A prostitute's life, a constant fight.

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Getting the right person at the wrong time hurts way more than getting the wrong person at the right time.

Read that again.

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Why ?
Cause I refuse to let
my instability ruin you as it's
ruining me.

But we're on the same stage.
That's exactly the problem, I
cannot let you suffer more.

Sometimes suffering together is the best option.

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She didn't forget, she healed.

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I do not want you as a memory that hurts but a memory that brings ecstacy.
If not so, then I do not want you as a memory at all.

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I wonder why we do not have a forever.
Whatever it takes for us to end up together, I'll endeavor.
But, I wonder why I feel we're mend for each other but not destined together.

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Let me let you go.
Would you please let me let you go ?
Watching you again and again doesn't allow me to grow.
The flashbacks are so difficult to juggle with.
It's burdensome for me somewhere beneath.
Would you please help me to get off of it and breathe?
Stuck in a dilemma, whether to cry for lifetime or let you go and grieve.
Would you please talk about your preferences?
I know I'm not one in the list.
I'm just inquisitive.
Warning you to not come closer cause your touch is magical and I certainly cannot resist.
Would you please let me let you go ?
Or should I just leave?

-Agnes

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You and I ?
Two stars but galaxies apart.

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But, now it's fine.

Without you felt like childhood without memories.
But, now it's fine cause I'm healing.
You left me numb.
But, now it's fine cause I know the approved way of dealing.
The silences had instilled darkness within.
But,now it's fine cause now I know pauses are itself so revealing.
You walked away though I had teary eyes.
But, now it's fine cause my tears have learnt concealing.
Thank you, cause your misleading helped me succeeding.

-Agnes

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Happy International Men's Day
Crying without letting tears spill out is nother kind of pain.
Respected only when you provide something and criticized every time you complain.
You're supposed to be witty holding exuberant vitality.
If ever questioned about equality of emotions, you're questioned back about virtues and morality.
In the world full of insecurities,you have no access to showcase your weakness.
Getting married after acquiring a well established job is termed to be your completeness.
You can be weak physically.
You can be broken mentally.
Stop giving power to the society to break or rebuild you.
Your life should have your own conditions, forget the past you've been through.
Wear anything you think suits you.
The judgements will never stop coming your way.
No one gives a damn about you, says a survey.
You are strong in your own way and no explanation is required.
A salute to you cause I'm inspired.

-Agnes

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