वो रूठ जाए तो भूख प्यास छोड़कर भी उनको मनाना है,
सारी दुनिया के काम एक तरफ, उनका वक्त एक तरफ।
वो जो काम कह दे उसको कैसे भी करके आना है,
सारे भ्रमाण का प्यार एक तरफ, मेरी उनसे मोहब्बत एक तरफ।।

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मैं पहाड़ों की मुसाफिर, वो रेगिस्तान की शान प्रिय,
मैं कष्ट, पीड़ा सब सहती आई, वो मुस्कुराए ऐसे जैसे हर तकलीफ से अंजान प्रिय,
मैं लहरों की तरह चंचल, उसमे है किसी घाट सा ठहराव प्रिय,
मैं आसुओं में हर दुख भाती आई, उसने हसकर साहा हर घाव प्रिय,
मैं सूरज सी तेज, वो हवा सा शीतल प्रिय,
मैने फिक्र में गुजारा आज सारा, उसने ना सोचा कभी कल प्रिय,
मैं हर चाहत से मुक्त, उसकी चाहते अनंत प्रिय,
मैं किसी कवि की कविता, वो मानो हो कोई ग्रंथ प्रिय,
मैं रात सी आजाद, उसमे सुबह सी शान प्रिय,
मैं खुद ही खुदसे अंजान, पर उसकी मैं जान प्रिय,
मैं नदी सी सीमित, वो समुंदर सा विशाल प्रिय,
पर निश्चीत था ये संगम भी, हर हाल प्रिय।

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I don't know how to make you believe
That in the autumn you are my last leaf
And I don't wanna loose you at any cost
Coz loosing you would be my biggest loss
You know I will change myself to become whatever you want me to be
But please please don't ever try to leave me

Coz you are the only boy in this world
Who is my whole world
You were my first hug, the first hand on my waist
First person to rest on my chest, have a taste
My first kiss on the cheek
My first surge of emotions to the peak

Coz you are the last boy in this life's part
Whom I am giving my heart
So just be my last hug, my last kiss
My last touch, my last wish
My last dream, my last call
My last spring, my last fall

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So trust me when I say
That you are everything I have, bae
The only one I want all my life
The only one I want to stand by my side
Trust me I have waited for you all my life, since the start
So please please please don't break my heart

Coz you are the first boy ever in my life
Without whom I can't imagine to survive
You were my first clear vision in the blur
My first holding hand at the theatre
My first share of spoon
My first not drinking water until you asked me to drink it in the noon

Coz you are the first boy ever
Who made me more than a believer
You are my first feeling of jealousy
My first fear of loosing everything I have before having it baby
My first lying to my friends
My first time to be ready to walk kilometres on barren land

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I always said it was wrong to run
You know I have been a hopeless romantic since day one
Always believed that forever do come true
Always thought that true love can find it's way out of the blue
Always thought that happy ever after has it's meaning
And it's just a matter of believing

But I never found someone who could make it practical
Someone to trust with all of my love
Until you gave me that relief, that peace baby
And I don't know how to make you see
That you are more than just a face, a name
So please please please don't play these games

Coz you are the first boy ever
Who makes it easy to believe in the forever
You were my first nervous feeling
My first fright of proposing
My first crying in front of everyone
My first storing of wrappers of things you got me, hon

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मैनें मेरी मोहब्बत समझाने को हाल ए दिल सुना दिया,
उन्होंने शायराना समझके तालियों को बजा दिया,
मैं तो एहसासों के सागर में कागज़ की कश्ती पर उन्हें बहा ले जा रही थी,
उन्होंने तो शब्दो को पढ़के वो कागज़ ही जला दिया।

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आसुओं के सहारे अनकही बाते कैसे कही जाती है,
किसी की पल भर की गैर मौजूदगी में सासें कैसे अटक जाती है,
आज एक से कल दूसरे से प्यार करने वाले इस जमाने को क्या मालूम,
अगर वो शक्स नसीब न हो, तो मोहब्बत उसकी तस्वीर से कैसे की जाती है।

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!!FEBRUARY 17!!

Shedded the tears, cried my eyes out
I am madly in love, no doubt
And I thought nothing good will happen after February fourteen
But now here I am, writing songs to sing

They say February 17 is Human Spirit Day
And you lifted my spirit up in the most magical way
The way you sat beside
With that romantic music and flickering red yellow blue light
Made my heart skip a beat
And if I could I would live that moment a hundred times on repeat

They say February 17 is Random Act of Kindness Day
And you were kinder than ever, bae
The way you told me to dance everytime I stood in your sight
And the way you asked me if everything was alright
Made me stop breathing for a while
And if I could I would live that moment a thousand times till I survive

They say February 17 is Perfume Day
And you spread the most loving fragrance in my way
The way you fed me that cake with your own hand
And the way my fingers traced your lips like water droplet traces the sand
Made the butterflies in me go wild
And if I could I would live that moment a million times on rewind

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Is it the way I get attached too easily
Is it the way I roam around so freely
Is it the way I give too much
Is it the way I try to be a nonchalant
What is it that makes me never the one, to be loved
What is it that makes me not good enough

I know I don't have a pretty face
I know I don't have all curves in the right place
I know I don't have such a great personality
And I know I am way too real for this fake reality
Maybe someday I will know what makes me not to be the one, to be loved
What is it that makes me not good enough

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!!NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!

I know I ain't perfect
Got my flaws, and some things are way too bad
But I try to improve every day, everytime
And I don't know what is it that I don't realise
Why am I never the one, to be loved
Why am I not good enough

Is it my eyes, I know they ain't so pretty
Or is it my hairs, I know they don't make me look like a deity
Is it my forehead, I know it's a little too broad
Or is my face not the kind someone might want
What is it that makes me never the one, to be loved
What is it that makes me not good enough

Is it about the way I walk
Or is it the way I speak and talk
Is it about the way I fake to be strong
Or is it that my body is not the kind someone might want
What is it that makes me never the one, to be loved
What is it that makes me not good enough

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