I think I’ve found my solace
not in new beginning, not in healing,
but in the shadows of wounds that never closed.

I stopped waiting for the ache to end;
instead, I taught myself
how to breathe through the pain,
how to wear my scars like adjectives.
It doesn’t hurt less
I’ve just forgotten how peace ever felt without it.

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I hope I could just somehow
Rewrite our story
And leave the part
Where I fell in love with you.

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Masla ye nahi ki
wo mujhse dil nahi laga paayi,
Masla sirf itna hai,
mein usse itni umeed kyun kar baitha?

Kya zarurat thi har muskurahat ko
apne liye samajhne ki?
Kya zarurat thi dil lagane ki
jab maloom tha, uska dil kahin aur hai?
Kya zaroorat thi uski har panktiyon
mein khud ko talash ne ki?

Ab khud se hi shikwa hai...
usne toh kuch kaha bhi nahi tha,
phir bhi mein uski khamoshi mein
apni mohabbat dhoondhta raha.
Khud hi apni barbadi ka manzar,
inhi ankhon se dekhta raha.

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He always said his music had magic.
But truth is, his music only had
her name hidden in every note.

Love, so deep, even death
couldn't quite understand it.
She left quietly… just a single bite,
a single moment and
everything after was silence.

That night,
he walked into the land of shadows.
Not with fear, but with a song.
Not to challenge death,
But to ask for one more moment
with the one he couldn't let go.— % &The gods gave him a chance
with a cruel kindness.

"Just don’t look back."
As if love was a test.
As if longing could walk
Without turning its head.

He walked, slowly, carrying hope like
it was glass, fragile and shaking.
Behind him, there was no sound.
Not even her breath. Just faith.
Just a soft presence he could only feel,
not touch.

But sometimes, love wavers.
Sometimes, the heart needs to see to believe.

And just a few steps before the light,
he turned.

— % &She was there.
And then… she wasn’t.

Just a glance.
Just a heartbeat.
And he lost her all over again.

Since that day, his music was never the same.
Every note was a goodbye.
Every silence,
her absence.— % &

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Ab jab v tumhare bare mein,
Likhne lagta hoon,
Pata nahi kese kalam
Ruk ne ka naam nahi lete.

Shayad ab mere haaton ne abhi tak
Tumhare sparsh ko bhula nahi paaye.

Ab khoon se zyada nashon mein
Tumhari aadat rehti hein.

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Agar main tumhaare saamne sar jhukaoon,
Toh kya tum mera maan rakhogi?
Agar dil ki baat bayaan kar doon,
Toh kya tum saath nibhaoge?

Yeh darr ke kahin tum chhod na jaao,
Meri khamoshi ka sabab hai,
Tere paas hone ka ehsaas hi,
Mujhe zinda rakhne ki wajah hai.

Main har din tere khayalon mein jeeta hoon,
Tere bina sab adhoora sa lagta hai,
Agar phir kabhi aankhon se mulakaat ho jaaye,
Toh ye dil bhi shayad tumse kuch kehna chahata hai.

Bezubaan si mohabbat ko naam toh mile,
Kab tak chup rahe yeh jazbaat mere,
Har saans tujhmein simti lagti hai,
Phir kyun na tu khabar le mere haalaat mere?

Aaj keh doon toh behtar hai,
Kal ka kya bharosa yeh pal na rahe,
Main tumse mohabbat karta hoon,
Bas itna sach keh jaane do mujhe.

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Aaj fir kuch baatein honthon tak aake ruk gayi...
Jaise dil ne chaha sab kuch keh doon,
magar zubaan ne phir se khamoshi chuni.

Waqt bhi aaj kuch ajeeb tha,
chand lamhon mein purani yaadein zinda ho gayi.
Har pal tere bina adhoora sa lagne laga,
aur main, jaise kisi bekaar si intezaar mein phir ulajh gaya.

Soch kab ka had paar kar chuki hai,
ab toh bas tu hi tu hai har mod par.
Har khushi mein ek khaali pan sa chhup gaya hai,
jaise dil ke kisi kone mein bas tooti hui umeedein bachi ho.

Pata hai?
Pyaar sirf milne se poora nahi hota.
Kabhi-kabhi jo nahi milta,
wo zindagi bhar ka sabse gehra ehsaas ban jaata hai...

Aaj fir tujhe yaad kiya...
bina kisi wajah ke.
Bas yunhi.

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I built a storm inside my head,
Before a single raindrop fell.
I walked through fires in my sleep,
While daylight held no flame nor spell.

I feared the words they'd never say,
I braced for doors that stayed wide open.
A thousand endings I rehearsed,
While none of them were ever spoken.

My heart bore wounds from phantom blades,
My soul wore chains it never knew.
Reality knocked soft and slow,
But dreams had made it hard to view.

Oh, how the mind can twist and turn,
A simple path into despair,
The truth stands plain, but in my thoughts,
I fight with ghosts that weren’t there.

So here I breathe, untouched, alive,
The world not half as cruel or wild,
It’s just the fear I fed for years,
That made a ruin of the child.

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Tu aasman ka ek noor hai,
Meri har raat ka suroor hai.
Tere bina bhi tu mere paas hai,
Meri dhadkan mein Tu ehsaas hai.

Saiyara, tu mera khwab sa lagta hai,
Pal bhar ka sath bhi saalon sa lagta hai.
Tu door sahi, par rooh mein basa hai,
Main zinda hoon kyunki tu iss jahan mein hai.

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Ajeeb lagta hai,
phir bhi yaqeen karta hoon
ki jo kavitayein tum dil se likhte ho,
wo shayad mere liye hi hoti hain.

Halaanki kahin na kahin jaanta hoon
ki main wo khushnaseeb nahi
jiske liye tum wo alfaaz chunte ho.

Phir bhi accha lagta hai
ye sochkar hi sahi,
ki tumhari har kavita,
mere liye hi likhi gayi hai.

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