Tears

Lately I find that Im in constant tears
As I stare face to face with my biggest fears
Everything around is darkening, all the happiness and light begins to disappear
Deeply hurt, it feels like my heart's been impaled by spears
Never imagining I'd be facing this pain in a million years
Can strength get me through? Or is the end really near?

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I need some time to
Figure out my biggest dreams
Then make a plan and begin to ensue
Being happy and content on  my path
Doing whatever it takes to make it through.

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Hey Beautiful Girl


Hey beautiful girl
Don't cry, stand tall
And lift your head

I know you're deeply heartbroken
After she showed you all the pictures
As well as everything that he's said


You've got mixed emotions
Sad, then quickly filling with rage
Picturing the tales & lie's he's fed

Girl top dont even try blaming yourself
Or allowing yourself to angrily regret
For a while things might be a hard
Thinking, then replaying being lied too,
His hurtful games, the being mislead

This pain will not stay
It's time for you to let go
Knowing your, beautifully unique, & you deserve better
Eventually your happiness will begin to reset
Standing with the right man holding hands
Enjoying watching as the sunsets

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About My Precious Son



Every time I'm outside I always stop and look up at the sky
I tell you how much I love deeply love and miss you,
Start shaking my head wondering asking God why
Then I immediately cover up my face, intensely starting to cry

My previous son I don't know how to move forward to or be okay but I promise you baby boy mom will continue to try
I know you're smiling, soaring up high in the sky






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I'll finally be free instead of
All of the constant issues
Your bad moods while
Always trying to argue
I kept putting it off
But its been way over due
My loyalty, kindness and love
Was something you didn't value
So it's time for me to go
Hoping I find someone new

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December the month of your birthday
I can't accept that you've passed away
Only having memories

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Don't


Dont be surprised when I tell you I'm walking away,
Begin to cry making promises while trying to beg me and stay
I warned you of all the sneaky bullshit, especially your constant lying ways
That eventually " sorry_"  would stop working one day
My mind will not change, theres nothing you can say
I dont hate you, but you really need to change, for you I'll continue to pray

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Perfect partner
That you are
My hearts incredibly warmer

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⋆My Poem About Hate⋆

In a world so full of hate
We get discouraged and start to unappreciate
Instead let's let's stand together
And help our world to form it's shape
Don't ever let your kindness escape

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A lot of our past mistakes we all regret
Instead of dwelling we need a better mindset
Remembering these things are no longer a threat
With our inner fire, anything we can correct

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