I am used to bad luck so much
that my brain flinches every time something actually goes right,
just in case it’s a glitch in the universe...

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"I just want to cry—
until the pain goes quiet,
the heart goes numb,
and the thoughts stop running"..

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“Sometimes I just want to breathe—peacefully.
To sit with the present, and not get lost in every unnecessary worry that drifts into my mind.
The constant fear of losing people, of falling short of their expectations... it weighs heavy.
Even sleep isn’t peaceful when your mind refuses to rest—running 24/7.
Sometimes, I’m just tired of being me.”..

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Called selfish by the ones I adore,
Their words now echo, forevermore.
A silent pain I just can't ignore..

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मदद माँगना आसान नहीं,
क्योंकि हर एहसान कहीं न कहीं गिना जाता है,
और हर बार मेरा बोझ थोड़ा और बढ़ जाता है।

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ये दिल आज भी दुखता है,
हर ख़ुशी में तेरा ना होना चुभता है...
मुस्कुराता हूँ सबके लिए हर रोज़ मैं,
पर तन्हाई में बस आँसू ना रुकता है..."

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कैसी अजीब ज़िंदगी है,
पाँच मिनट की उड़ान में,
सब ख़त्म हो गया,
इतनी साँसें थम गईं,
अनजान हॉस्टल के बच्चे,
ज़ख़्मी से रह गए...
काश कोई जादू हो पाता,
और ये हादसा झूठलाया जाता..

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I just want to disappear — to be lost, and never found again!!

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Live in the moment...
That’s what they say!
But the moment—
it’s always leaving..
A breath, a blink,
then it’s behind you...

Can we really live in the moment—
or just chase it,
as it slips through our fingers....

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Still in School ??

I feel like I still go to school every day,
The Monday blues never really go away.
ID card around my neck,
Rushing out, checking the clock.

A heavy bag, laptop, life off track,
The pressure to be on time, it’s too much to lack.
Deadlines chasing, never slowing down,
Sick leave still needs permission, like I'm still in that town.

Lunch breaks come and slip away,
Eaten fast or skipped all day.
No time to laugh, no one to share,
Just noise around, and in my head somewhere.

Every day feels like homework due,
Nights full of things I still need to do.
I thought I left school behind,
But grown-up life’s the same, I find!!

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