Once in a while, I look at the starry skies,
expecting him to be somewhere there,
I smile through the watery eyes
and say, "I miss you".
He smiles back in the moonlit night,
"the day will follow and I will disappear,
but for you my brave princess,
I'll always be there."

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Some days I feel like nobody
Others, like there's nobody

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I draw lines with my obstinacy of whimisies
You try to break them with reality
Let me run down the waterfall stairs
To the river to drown in fantasy
Wash away, wash away the memories
Of swimming in a well on a rainy day
I smile sliding in stairs collecting magical fishes
It hurts a little, not as much as when you say
The words of erasing the lines
The lines I build is the beginning of an art
The horizon between the lands and the skies
I fly and you stay grounded even if it takes us apart
So just let me flow within my lines.

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Unsettling void!
Waiting for me, were you?
I was painted in yellow before
Your purple light casted a shadow
Of distance on me .
The sun sets on me before it sets on you.
Maybe it is still easier for you.
Why are you here I wonder
And yet not here
Unsettling conspiracy!
The rendezvous of opposite poles
Twenty and half degrees to forty ninth parallel,
Covering in a second,
Or letting it go to
Unsettling randomness.

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I still find you
With the curve of smile
On your strained face.
Despite everything,
The tint of your strength
Colours the whole world.

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Oblivious Gaslighting

Don't you know who you are?
Are you oblivious to your reality?
Or are you telling lies again,
To make me doubt my own sanity.

Apologies then, apologies now.
Now I'm apologising to my heart
For how did I even allow
You to hurt it to end from start?

Earlier my apologies were hollow
Just to keep one thing right.
Oblivious me didn't know that
It'd make everything else wrong.

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The infinity in her eyes
In the way she smiles
Looking at the endless oceans
Fathomless in my emotions.

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I am not living my life like

I am going to build a time machine in the future.

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That was the last time I saw you
I wish I knew, I wish I knew
Distance for us
Conspiring universe
With so much distance creating space
Between us, test of time and patience
Entangled in dimensions
Through strings of illusions
Virtually true
Me and you.

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I left you in the middle of the day
Amidst a random conversation
All miserable without me
I left you like people leave food when full
Like they throw away extra food
they take on their plates in a wedding party
Taking more than they could handle
It was like that with you
When your love was too much for me
I threw it away
Without considering of taking you back
When you literally begged to me
To come back after a fortnight
Full of void loveless nights
You aren't mad at me
At all
You didn't shout, yell or cry
You think it's all your fault
While it isn't
I apologized and you forgave
"I'll never disturb you ever", you said
You won't move on soon, I know
I am here waiting for you
Not to be back, but to see you burnout
It seems sadistic, perhaps it is
Yet, I want you to be mad at me
I need you to yell at me
Or at least cry
Because I want to know
If you are still hoping to get back together
Or you're just holding back your emotions.
I want to know.
I want to know.

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