Found my love in the second decade
Chirpiness in my eyes
Has never been so delicate
Fresh acoustic mornings
With a dash of cherry blossom
Want to taste the waves
And jump on the clouds of cotton
Forever look so little now
I want beyond of every eternity
Walking on this solid ground
We'll cherish all our posterity
Nourished in the garden
That life has turned out to be
Just want to feel this alive
Well, so it shall be-
And the raindrops kept falling
Like the memories in our old texts
Sudden burst of nostalgia
Couldn't resist to dive into the depths
Questions were raised
Like the old city of Rome
Only took one flame of past
To burn it till its doomed
Answers were impeccable
Like a fairytale but alive
Covered in the drapes
Nothing but everything in white
Now I'm drenched in the rain
Standing alone on the sideway
One glare of you with her
Answered all of my nightmares!-
Feeling like ashes
All bruised and doomed
My palace was burning underneath
While I was covered in bloom
Holy heart I've preached
Day in and day out
Climbed on the tree of devotion
Only to experience our fallout
Growing up felt like growing down
Swimming in our love mirage
I've come far away from our town
Feeling like ashes
All covered in grey
Can't even think about the blue sky
For it will never stay
So fond of antiques
That now I've become one
Once held me like a crown
Now you've decided that I'm no-one
Those words still haunt my soul
Searching for a place
Where they'll find their cracked cure
"Yes I would die without you
but I won't die in your arms!"
And just like that
My whole world was torn apart!-
Wrote my death note in afternoon
Singing along with an unknown tune
Looked down on the tears that I shed
Didn't bring out the worst in me yet
Clandestine rampage in the skull
Didn't take too long to make a turn
Once was feeling like a child adored
Then it faded away like a filthy lord
Busy tying knots between the beginning and end
Forgot to be grateful for all my lost gems
Is dying without being grateful a sin?
Is living worth when you're lying through your skin?-
No pink, no other hues
Some lampposts on the other side of road
Not conflicted by any remorse
Just my cuts that you endorse
Colourblind mystery I could never resolve
One pathway to another
I was always heading towards your door
No pink, no other hues
Maybe it's my suffering calling out your abuse
Some barren land we are now
Just another dune to crash somehow
Hollowness surrounds us covering our vast green
Emptiness in your deeds
Telling me to walk away as far as I can see
No pink, no other hues
Swimming in the air like a plot hole
Not conflicted by any remorse
Just my cuts that I adore!-
Every night falls like a day
Tries to get back up
But it trips like a snake
Search for a clear skin
Not bitten by those friends
The ones who called me misery
While stealing my precious gems
Am I supposed to hide well
Or am I an unjust guidance
Tells people to do the right thing
Just to get called by an empty riddance
So every minute I'll preach
Like stars do to sun
Maybe then I'd find my peace
For I don't belong in this murk!-
Give me a stone cold heart
For I'll feel the love within
One touch of this empty art
And I'll give away my sins
Held you so close
That now I'm hiding away
Maybe this kafkaesque you chose
Led us stranded in grey
Guess I'm just a prophylactic
Against your malevolent deeds
Never considered me a being
And that's where failed your belief
Don't be scared from your doom
For I'll be standing right next to you
The burden you once believed
Would be the one to free you from perilous guilt!-
The walls were crying
Intending to hide
The oceans of blood
Flowing oh so high
Remembrance of the old lady
Like a knife pointed at one night
Making the day oblivious
To the outcomes it hides
Scared of being pretentious
So you drew up a map
Plotting all the people with your stories
As you forgot where your lies left
The only fault of the lady
To figure out your mess
What good is remembrance now
When lies live longer than an innocent dead!-