I rerun millions of thoughts running around in my mind trying to acknowledge the part where i went wrong or did things unusually

I Roam in the river of criticism thrown at me everyday and box them to not affect me

I am angry and upset at failing to be a better version of myself despite the efforts.

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You do not know what i went through
You can not understand the pain
You can never unsee what i have seen
You do not pause the words playing in my mind
You judge, you degrade character
You sympathise when not needed
You enjoy a good entertainment of gossips and rumors
You think you effect me when in reality you are a reminder of strength i need to work daily to overlook you...!!!

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1. I write my feelings without having the courage to discuss with people
2. I lie about things that hurt rather than telling the truth and making them realise that their actions hurt
3. I love to sleep and can sleep for hours rather than socializing with the world..!!!

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A FRIEND IS ONE WHO...
Knows that you are torture yet tolerates you
Understands your moods with just one look
Celebrate your joys and sorrows with you
Looks right through your heart and never judge you
Has every single detail of your life stored up secretly for the outside world
Cherish you, admires you and loves you infinitely..!!!

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Be fearless as always
Do not care about the shit people tell you to do
Never change your mindset
You are doing the best you can
Even though you fear me coming in your way
You have learnt your best and worst from me
I am proud of you because you do not regret the decisions that you took and that's what make you what you are..!!!

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Anti is an ant
Anti is the eldest sibling of the family
Anti is lazy jolly and free-living
Anti loves the freedom of its self created peace
Anti is always blamed the immature and careless
Little does everyone know that Anti has to think twice before taking any decision
That Anti never walks away from its duties
Anti is mature enough to be immature otherwise the giant humans will crush it to pieces
Anti has to be lovable yet ignorant for its own saneness

BE LIKE ANTI...!!!

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FAMILY
The ones with whom you begin your day
The ones with whom you end your day
The ones who know what you need without you saying it
The ones who can never see a single drop of tears in your eyes
The ones who are there for you in happy as well as sad times
The ones on whom you rely for any situation that occurs in your life
The ones who are gonna support you for your desicions and encourage you to succeed in it
Cherish your moments with your family
Not everyone in this world are blessed to have such a family..!!!

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It is not easy to stand apart in this world
You try to stay strong for yourself
People blame you for changing your habits
But what they do not understand is the change was brought about by the people forcing you to stand up for yourself and when you finally do so, they are the ones who cannot bear the outcome.
Do not put to heart the negatives of those around you
You are in this on your own
Change yourself and the world will mould itself according to you...!!!

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Dream big and work to achieve it to the fullest
Your life is interconnected with those around you
Whatever you achieve- success or failure is not only yours
The failures make those around you lessen their trust on you
Believe in yourself that you can make everything work despite those failures.
NOT EVERYONE GETS A SECOND CHANCE IN LIFE..!!!!

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The best stories always have sorrow endings
It may or may not have a happy beginning
The story is worth if it has a happy mediocure
The end depends upon the time left to cherish
The beginning is always either a happy coincidence or endless misunderstandings
But what is best is the part in between
Enjoy that part of life while it ends...!!!!

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