So what we actually live for?
To live in parts or to live whole
Have we ever asked us,
What we are running for?
To reach the destination soon
Or enjoying the little milestones
And what we breath for?
For earning, hoarding and leaving behind it all
Or to just being providers of our own
I never dreamt too big
I want a modest small
I don't want to be the tallest
I just wanna be happy tall
Life is in today, in this moment
Leaving or living in is the choice
How long you wanna drag the past
It's time to shut the mental voice
So what we actually dream for?
No it's nothing material
No wheels are designed to escape the reality
No roof to hide the pain
We all are here to have experiences and learn
Nothing really to lose or to gain....

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HEALING...

I think being broken is as beautiful as healing because it tells you exactly why you're broken? What lessons are still remain to learn for your growth? Yes you can take the help from the outside world, but the first step has to be taken by you. You need to show the courage that yes I'm ready to accept and let go because what is meant for me will eventually find its way...
Healing is such a beautiful process, everyday you discover something new. Like a child's smile gives you smile, someone calling you beautiful makes your soul shine. A good sleep seems to be a blessing, feeling hungry is a positive sign of life inside you. Every small little thing gives you a ray of hope to life. You count every smile as a blessing, you feel your each breath. It all feels like a Baby is relearnig every thing from scratch. I'm that baby... N I'm healing...!

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Today I think I've somewhat cracked the code of life,

Life is only meant to live in all the moments we think are way too unnecessary to pay attention, we behave as we are running out of time always in hurry to grab, acquire and possess all the things we all are anyway gonna leave behind without a thought. So just hold on for a second and think about the things you actually love doing like, spending time with your family, taking care of your parents, adoring your child a little more today, talking to your soulmates, dancing your heart out when you want to, saying all that is unsaid and is really important to be told. Smile through this beautiful life because sweetheart no matter how many promises of forever you make you will never know when the time is over for you or for your loved one's!

Trust me, life is only meant to live!

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Few are gasping for each breath
And for few life is too much to handle
Don't know if the problem lies with the upbringing
Or life is a one real big time scandal
I wish we were not sent with this manual
To decode and simplify our lives
I wish we were left with our messy heads
to live fully and to thrive
Sometimes I don't know what to feel
What to think or to say
Life is more than what we are told
Or just being happy is the way
Am I really different to not think alike
Or I'm too much difficult
Have I really grown up to act normal at all times
Or I'm still a child in the body of an adult
I don't know! 🙃

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Bodies lying over the bodies
Waiting to be burried or cremated
How we haven't seen all this coming
Or we just have been cheated
Cheated in the hope to be saved
By the system or by the authorities
Waiting to get cured on time
The precautions were never the priorities
The breathing comes with the cost now
Every breath you take is a blessing
Patients are dying due to lack of oxygen
While the people are busy in possessing
Saving for whom? For the ones who
are yet to be infected
While turning blind towards the
ones who have already contracted
The contagion which does not differentiates
Knows no rich no poor
You could have been someone's only hope
Or their last amor
The breaths we so carelessly took
Never knew would mean so much
Never realised the value of oneness
No one taught all this is important as such
But I won't wait any longer
To live, to love and to laugh
For each soul that lost its battle in here
I pledge to live on their behalf!

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Khwahishen...
Khwahishen kya h? Kya vo jo insaan ko khokla kr deti h
Jinki chahat me hum peeche bhaagte rehte h sapno ko apno ko chhodte hue
Jo paani ki tarah dikhti h registaan me or pahuchne pr bs ek ret ka samandar
Ya khwahishen vo h jo khushiyon ka sirf jhoota vada krti h kisi khwaab ki tarah Jo aankhein khulte hi gayab
Bemani si begani si jhooti ummedon ka ek gehra kua jo khaali h nitaant khaali
Lekin phr bhi hum sb kuch gawa dete h unhe paane ki chah me
Dil toot jaye ghr chhot jaye lekin khwaishen, khwaishen poori hone ka vo jhoota dilasa nhi tootna chahiye...
Khwahishen vo h jo na kbhi khtm hoti h or na hi kbhi sampoorn kyuki vo akeli kha aati h
Vo aati h ek jeevan k saath or aakhri saans tootne tk rhti h
Log khte h jo chaho vo kbhi nhi milta or ye sb jaane k baad bhi ek khwahish mujhe bhi sawar hui... kisi se bhot sara pyaar paane ki kisi ki dharti ki dhoori hone ki, kisi ka sampoorn Brahman hone ki ye ek khwaish jo iss nadan se pr thode samjhdaar dil ko ilm h k kbhi poori nhi hogi...
Phr bhi meri khwahish h kisi ki khwahish banna jiske liye koi apni har saans kurbaan kr de, Khud ko prithvi or mujhe apna sara aasmaan kr de❤️

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कभी सूंघा है तुमने नई किताबों को
जिनके पन्नों में दर्ज होती हैं ढेरों कहानियां
जो कहती हैं तुम अभी हारे नहीं
जो यकीं दिलाती हैं के तुम टूटे हुए ज़रूर हो मगर बेचारे नहीं
जो थाम लेती हैं हाथ को फिर कभी तन्हा होने नहीं देती
जो पृष्ठ दर पृष्ठ सपने पिरोती हैं और आशा को कभी खोने नहीं देती
जो विश्वास दिलाती हैं प्रेम में पीर में और पूर्णता में
जो तुम अकेले भी निकलो सफर में तो मंज़िल को ओझल होने नहीं देती
जो कभी स्वपन से निकल कर उम्मीदों में ढल जाती हैं
जो किरदारों में उतरकर जीवन जीना सिखाती हैं
जो बतलाती हैं के बेशक ज़िन्दगी में कठिनाइयां आएंगी
तुम हौसला रखो वो खुद मार्गदर्शक बन जाती हैं।

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I grew up reading books mostly fiction
Felt all the emotions with deep conviction
That's why I never settle for ordinary things
I want constant shine and not just blings
So I'm forever ready to give it my all
As love should be boundless without any scroll
Breaking hearts scares me because i know the pain
I've seen characters giving up on love or life in disdain
I fear the heartbreaks and dreams that fall apart
Still I love unconditionally as I don't wish to live in parts
Books taught me how to be strong and keep the fire alive
I'm a hopeless romantic yet I know how to survive
Walking away is easy, not looking back is a real task
Breaking up is already in fashion, how to build up you may ask
I'm a girl with the dreams of forever letting go is never a choice
I'll prove that love still exists, let you taste my poise...❤️

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Just a thought... Nobody and nothing really breaks our heart or hurt our feelings. It's just us, we create that hurtful thoughts in our minds due to unfulfilled expectations and desires. So then why are we giving the other person control over our happiness, thoughts and emotions and life. Why we need someone else to fix us, when we can fix ourselves. All we need is to be entirely honest to our soul. To let our heart feel what it feels without any guilt or shame. Don't let your feelings be needy of someone's validation. Feel it all at once and free the pain, regrets you're holding back from ages. Refine your soul with the new feelings of happiness and practice the things which makes you happy from within. Do and say what you feel with zero fear of judgements, and that's the best thing you can do for yourself!

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In my oh so busy schedule when my life haults for a while....
Dear parents, trust me I really miss you
I miss being called your darling "chhotu"
But than you'll ask me to smile and be brave
Tell me how can I say you guys are all i crave?
I miss your warmth and soul hugging voice
Papa leaving you was never my choice
But you wanted me to be independent and strong
I miss your love and care in days that are so long
Amma i miss how you used to love me all over
I was the star of your eyes, the four leaf clover
I'm blessed with the "Best Parents" in the world
You guys have given me a life beautifully pearled
You've made me stand distinctly in the crowd
Dear parents, one day your daughter will make you proud!♥️

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