'Zarurat' se 'zaruri tha' tak ka safar
Tha suhawana, chorte hue iss dil pe asar,
Bhale bitaye gye unn lamhon ka ghar
Dhata har baar iss zindagi pe qahar.

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Zindagi ke har mod par
Hoga laakhon logo ka shor,
Dabav kuchh is kadar hoga zor
Ki tum chah kar bhi na kar paoge shor.

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minuteness over vastness...

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the scariest month with some expected happiness changing into unexpected mis-happenings.

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Stucked!!!
Something stucked really hard,
And life felt like a distance of infinite yards .
Ahh! It's painful to get this pain...
My eyes tried to pour it out
And it seemed they showered rain.

"O wait! Calm down...
This situation will come forth your way in chain,
But YOU need to encounter them again and again".
Uuuh! Alarming words, ain't they?
My heart felt heavy for a bit,
But that itself was actually sane
As those were the words said by 'my brain'.

Then for the second time, my heart seemed null
And so was the case with my skull.
Those feelings predicted a rebel
That once more compelled me to dwell.
Ugh! It's again painful
And my eyes are again rainful...

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A mixture of feelings which doesn't give any clue,
It's what, I am strongly going through...
A feeling of going far
From the most important ones, "our yaar".
A feeling of being apart
Or is it a fear of a new start?
Every single day of school, tuition, hangout and outing,
All filled with excitement, mission, doubt and shouting.
Don't know why but wanna keep everything and everyone together in my palm,
In the hope that it would keep my life in a state of calm.
Gonna miss a lot,
A whole of my plot.

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My heart is beating at a fast pace
But my body wants to stop this race.
My breath is being short
Like my soul has been caught
Somewhere in a web of notions
Inside an ocean of emotions.
My blood is gushing fast through the nerves
As though the life is going to take a lot many curves.

It's a vry different feeling,
Not able to find the healing
Everything seems different,
Life seems like a long vent.
Oh no! Wait...
It was just a bait.
I was trying to be great
But let me clear my state.
It's not what you are thinking
But it's my school life which is sinking.
It's the end of my schooling.
Yes, the end of schooling!!!

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A DAY STARTED WITHOUT ANY HINT

When I take things normally
Then nothing goes smoothly,
When everything seems fine
Then a day starts without any sign,
When happiness find hard to strike me
And I fail to imbibe laughter in me .

I recite here an incident of September,
Nothing went wrong, I remember
My mood wasn't bad enough to grumble
But all my senses felt a jumble.
Why was it happening?!!!
Was it been a mind battling
Or was that meant for mere saddening?
Was it been a day:challenging
Or was my mind suspecting?

The act of being dejected,
The voice of being objected,
The result of any rejection,
Brought a whole lot of deception.
I wanted to still think it out
Yet I left the thought of thinking about,
As it only brought distress
Over a life full of stress.

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वक़्त की कश्ती

ये वो कश्ती है जो खुद ना बहकर,
दूसरों को बहा ले जाती है।
जो खुद इस विशाल संसार के समन्दर में नहीं बहती,
बल्कि लोगों को उनके जीवन के प्रवाह में बहा ले जाती है।
इसपर सवार सब होते हैं,
पर सफ़र के साथ उसके लम्हों की सवारी कुछ ही कर पाते हैं।
ये उस बहाव में प्रवाहित है,
जिसको बाहों से रोकना असंभव है।
जिस कश्ती का कोई पड़ाव ना हो
वो दूसरों को अपनी मंजिल तक पहुँचाती है,
वो वक़्त की कश्ती कहलाती है।।

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हालातों को लेकर गंभीरता है,
लोगों को लेकर संदिग्धता।
उन हालातों में हम बिखर जाते हैं,
और लोगों से हम बिछड़ जाते हैं।।

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