THOUSANDS DESIRES MELTED AWAY
WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND
I'AM AFRAID TO LOVE BECAUSE I'VE LOVED.
SO, LOOKING AT YOU REMINDS ME EVERYTHING I WANT,
EVERYTHING I'VE LOST AND,
ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING I WANT TO HOLD ON TO.
NOW MY MIND IS CONFUSED,
LIKE A COLLECTION OF PARADOXES,
TOO SERIOUS, TOO SENSITIVE,
TOO SHALLOW & TOO DEEP.

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I TRIED TO FORGET YOU BUT I THINK
THOSE EYES OF YOURS,
I’M STILL IN LOVE WITH THEM,
THE STORIES WE SHARED,
STILL MAKE ME FEEL REMINISCENT AND IT BONDAGED ME FROM MOVING AHEAD
IN LOVE THAT DOESN’T EXIST AND,
IT BREAKS MOONS HEART TOO,
TO SEE YOU WALK AWAY, SO…
I LOOKED DOWN TO HIDE MY TEARS IN THE RAIN,
THE RAIN WE LOVED & NOW HAS BECAME AN ESCAPE TO HIDE MY TEARS.
I WAS AN ESOTERIC PERSON,
WHO TRIED TO CONFIDE MYSELF IN YOU
AND NOW YOU BECAME A MERE STRANGER WITH ALL MY SECRETS,
MAYBE I LOVE A LITTLE LOUDLY, WILDLY, AND BOLDLY.
AND THUS I ENDED BEING LONELY!

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In The Greed Of Nectar,
I Drank The Poison Of Love,
And It Made You Immortal In My Mind,
Bleeding All Over In My Poetries.
And I Think It's Beautiful,
Beautiful How Sunlight Claps The earth
& Moonbeem Kisses The sea,
If I Could Give You One Thing In Life,
I Would Give You The Ability To see,
To See It's Ordinary To Love Beautiful,
But It's Beautiful to Love Ordinary.

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NOT EVERYTHING IN THE HEART CAN BE SAID SO,
I WROTE A POEM FOR YOU WITH MY FINGERS,
OUR STORY BEGAN WITH A FIGHT BUT,
I NEVER PLANNED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU,
MEETING YOU CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND,
WHEN I SAID THOSE 3 WORDS I SAW,
SHE SMILED BUT IT NEVER REACH HER EYES,
FADING SOMEWHERE,
BETWEEN HER LIPS AND BRIDGE OF HER NOSE.
AND YOU ENDED IT,
AND LEFT WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE.
BUT I DON'T MISS YOU,
OH GOD WHAT A LIE.
I MISS YOU EVERYDAY,
I ALWAYS MISS YOU AND
IT NEVER SEEMS TO STOP.

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I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU IN FALL,
PALE SKIN AND BROWN EYES SO RARE,
IT FEELS LIKE THEY HOLD RICHES BURIED IN THE GROUND,
WAS IT JUST A SWEET LUCK ? OR WERE WE DESTINED TO MEET,
BUT WHEN I SIT BESIDE YOU,
I KNOW YOU'RE FOREVER KIND OF LOVE,
AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA,
HOW YOUR SMILE LEFT ME AWESTRUCK,
BUT NEXT TIME CAN WE FALL IN LOVE IN THE SPRING ??
BECAUSE I FAILED TO REALISE AND THAT WAS MY MISTAKE,
FALL LEADS TO WINTER,
WINTER IS HARSH, COLD AND LONELY,
BUT I BELIEVE,
SOMEDAY I BECAME LIKE A COFFEE,
COFFEE AS YOU LIKE WARM & STRONG
AND IN THE DELICIOUSNESS, THE BITTERNESS AND BASOREXIA.

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Death Must Be So Beautiful
To Lie In A Dark & Silent Place
With No Yesterday Or Tomorrow,
No Heart Break Or Healing,
Just You And Your Dreams ,
Though...!!
I don't Have A Dream ,
But I Wish When I Gazed Into Those Eyes For The Last Time,
I Wish They Stared Into Mine The Way I Did..

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I Was So Stupid,
I Tried To Move On But,
Why Moving On Is So Hard?,
Every Time I Try,
The Pain Only Grows Deep.
I've Tried To Kill My Silent Cry,
Before You Leave.
They Always Say It Won't Hurt,
Forever,
So Tell Me How Much Longer,
Because It Feels Like Forever...

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How long will it take for you to understand...?
Blaze and Ocean can't harm me,
For I've burned too many times &
Been drowning all my life,
Oh darling you could rip my heart &
See i never know love before but,
Still i breathe anxiously,
I am living this miserable life &,
Dying is a dream...

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I wonder what its like to be chosen,
Only once, i think is enough,
I just want to know what its like.
And i wonder like a vague memory,
how much human life Lost in time.
I wonder why these thoughts,
Whispers in my mind..??
I wonder, i wonder...

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Staring at my ceiling,
I realised my tears,
Why me ? I asked.
The night whispered
Your only " Maybe"
And i wonder
Does it really matter..?

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