Silence in the middle of the night is much creepier than listening to murmurs of the unknown spirits

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Have you ever met someone and felt like you’ve known them forever?
Because that's what is happening to me the moment my eyes saw you,
It's as if we are the long lost souls dying to meet each other since immemorial.

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Love and live for yourself, that's what matters when your die and your brain dives into your memories one last time.

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I wish I have someone to lean on,
someone to share my happiness and pain,
someone who will be there for me no matter what,
someone to love me unconditionally,
someone who can heal me...
but alas all I got is a person
who claims to love me but
sleeps with another woman.
Pathetic.

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They say everyone has soulmate and when time comes, destiny itself will set them together, but alas, till now I didn't meet you, even if I did, God didn't lift the veil otherwise I would have known you and wouldn't leave your hand till death do us apart. Sometimes I wonder if I don't have a soul to have soulmate or I am just a spare part whose life will cut short off.
Who knows!

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Heaven is comfort, but it's still not living,
yet I will give them nightmares to haunt
their dreams long after I'm gone,
As they say if we are in debt,
better pay off before you forget

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While sleeping suddenly a question was raised, "What's love according to you?"

I answered, "Love for me is not all about romance or sex, but it's also about understanding even in silence. For example, if I am angry or sad, I don't want you to buy me anything, don't want you to make small talks but just give me a genuine hug. A hug where I melt, where I forget reality, where my pain eases".

"Do we get such people? In this era?"

"It depends, everything has its time, for some it's early, for some it's late but yes, if it's written in our fate, we surely will meet one way or the other"

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I lie awake tonight,
Wishing of things I can change.
I try to convince myself,
But it's all so strange.
My dream which was once a comfort,
Now has become insufferable.
The moment reality sweeped in,
Cracks became more visible.
I often wonder if this is what,
My soul of consciousness ,
is warning me,
To brace for the impact,
For something very dangerous,
And unimaginable on its way to me.

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When you think you can't take this situation further despite trying various methods then leave it and move on, it's better to be open minded to other opportunities rather than sulk over the end.

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Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.
Fool me thrice, better to commit into mental asylum.

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