It sucks when you have anexity because, it feels like you are always being held back from having fun. You are scared to do normal human being things because you feel like someone is gonna laugh at you for it. You try your hardest not to be shy and awkward around your friends but you still manage to be. You are always scared to be called on in class because you are afraid to get the answer wrong. Some of us are scared to run or play sports because you might not make the goal or you feel like someone is gonna laugh at you because of the way you play or run. I hate how I'm hiding who I actually am, just so, I'm not embarrassed. I wanna do certain things but I can't because of my ANEXITY!!!!!

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Dear Me;
I knw you have been tough days lately and u feel like things are falling apart you don't seem to get anything lately....you been stressing out and you feel like you are a failure in life..
There are so many things in life we can't explain. Often times happen for a reason and we are forced to deal with the outcome. There are people I think about everyday, who are no longer present in my life. Simply due to choices made by themselves or an ongoing persuation by others. I have grown to accept the reality and move on. Everybody knows how much I smile and keep my head up, but there is hurt and pain underneath because it always gets better. Somehow, someway I'm not perfect. I've also made mistakes. Everybody has the opportunities to change things and make a positive difference and I beat myself up everyday when I can't help someone. Sometimes I feel like my best is not good enough. No matter what, I always try my best...!!!

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The days have gone,
And still an awkward silence stays.
The momentum's long lost,
Lost beyond my thinking
And this awkward silence stays.
The words don't come anymore
The ends don't rhyme anymore.
The boat's too drenched to sail across.
The wall's too high to go beyond.
But this heart speaks too loud .
So, here I am sailing across,
To climb the wall.
Hoping to live ,
When the only possibility is DEATH..!!!

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If you look at her closely
You can see that,every now and then,
She turn away from her group of friends, her smile disappears,
And she become another person for a few seconds;
A sad person,
A person who is broken and damaged,
And after a few depressing seconds,
She goes back to the group,
Smiling and joking around,
She almost looks like she is actually happy,
But if you look at her closely ,
You can see how fake her smile really is,
And you can see all the wreckage behind her is fake smile ....!!

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My Angel;
Your love is the very thing
my heart beats for.
It's the very thing giving me hope,
protecting me from my horrors,
guiding me in darkness and
even in light.
Your love is my strength,
my hope , my truth ---
it's my whole world.
Looking into your eyes angel is
Feeling that you are the most
beautiful flower I have ever picked.!!!

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She has a bookshelf for a heart,
And ink runs through her veins,
She'll write you into her story,
With the typewriter her brain,
Her bookshelf's getting crowded,
With all the stories that she penned,
Of the people who flicked through her page,
But closed the book before the end,
And there's one pushed to the very back,
That sits collecting dust.
With its title in her finest writing,
"The one's Who Lost My Trust"
There's books she's scared to open,
And books she doesn't close.
Stories of every person she's met,
Stretched out in endless rows,
Some people have only a sentence,
While others once held a main part,
Thousands of inky footprints,
That they've left across her heart,
You might wonder why she does this,
Why write of people she once knew,
But she hopes one day she'll mean enough,
For someone to write about her too..!!

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I'm here to share a secret,
I am not who I've always been,
The world that lies outstretched before me,
Is not the only one I've seen,
I've traveled on the tails of comets,
I've burned up in the hearts of stars,
I've been spat out of supernovas,
That left me scattered near and far,
I have dined in distant galaxies,
And taught the birds to sing,
I've danced for a while lifetime,
Upon saturn's dusty rings,
I've been here for long enough,
To learn what makes the willow weep,
I've sung celestial lullabies,
That sent the moon to sleep,
I've been both the flowing water,
And the stone that blocks its way,
I've been frozen, I've been molten,
And I'll be again someday,
Though I've been a billion things,
This is the first one that can smile,
I'm pieces of the universe,
Living as human for a while..!!!

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HAPPINESS!!
happiness is what you think your life is supposed to look like and celebrating it for everything.
Happiness will not come to you, it can only come from you.
Happiness of your life depends on the kind of your thoughts that is to see the good in everything because it's a choice that you have to choose.

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LOVE!!
Love is a word that makes you realize that every hour, every minute, every second is impossible to live without.
Love is to face the challenges, go through all these bad time, and still fighting to be together and never letting go.
Love means taking change and celebrate it.
Love means to support in anytime and everything.
At last love is reaching your dreams together.!!!

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WE ARE WORRIORS!!
We move forward with our head held high.
We move with a strength that can't be denied.
We are forged through the challenges of life.
We move to identify our needs and goals.
We take charge of our own emotional well being.
We grow mentally and emotionally with each new challenges.
We are the one who's been through the storm and survived.
We are strong and proud of being a WOMAN.!!!

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