Being in a relationship and being in love are quite different things.
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Why we always fall in love with things and people we can't have?
Is it because the fact of not having it makes it more desirable to us?-
I lost you in the chaos of my heart.
Now I'm searching for the peace everywhere.
But alas! I can't find it. I can't find you.-
The chaos in my head is rising higher.
I need to be alone
To find myself
In the silence of my heart.
In the emptiness of my mind.-
I don't need you to need me.
I want you to be self sufficient and happy alone too.
Because I know if you don't be that, how this world can take advantage of you.
And I don't want anyone to do that harm to you.
So I don't need you to need me.
I love you and I want you to be strong.-
You know, you don't really realise that you're on the top
Untill everyone around you wants to just destroy you!
So enjoy the top view,
while everyone down there are just secretly obsessed with you!-
Wear off your guards down,
Show me what's under that thick skin.
I promise to protect it from the rough world out there.
But remember, I too have demons inside me
Struggling to keep that child inside me safe.
So if I ever fail to protect you,
Don't just shut yourself up again.
Remember it's all about understanding each other as humans first!-
No one has to know the every broken and every fixed parts of our incomplete story.
Let those parts be ours, only ours.
The parts of the story which had made us hold onto eachother more strongly,
Let those only be remembered by us.
No one has to know every smiles and tears we had shared.
Let's those be our little secret.
Keep them alive in a corner of your mind.-
You'll always be my biggest 'what if'.
A reason to believe in tomorrow-s
A hope to dream of possibilities.-