Life without you....Is but shattered mirrors,... And fractured dreams,
I spend all day and night trying to fix up the pieces with no luck,
My hands are covered in lacerations and my feet began to disappear in the pool of my own blood...
And all I can do is stand there while I slowly bleed out.
And as I do, I wonder if you will even notice........🙃

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Ki sadko ki kimat woh kya jane,
Jinhe aasmano me rehne ki aadat hain.

Ek ghar ki kimat woh kya jane,
Jinhe aashiyano me rehne ki aadat ho.

Ki sapno ki kimat woh kya jane,
Jinhe halato me rehne ki aadat hain.

Ha! Apno ki kimat woh kya jane,
Jinhe shehro me rehne ki aadat ho.

Kisi saathi ki kimat woh kya jane,
Jinhe ehsaas panno me likhne ki aadat ho.

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What if I told you how I really felt,
What If I express to you that I've been weak in the knees for weeks, that my eyes have spilled enough tears to last me a lifetime, that I've never felt more alone than I do right here?
What if I told you that I feel absolutely worthless or broken for no reason, I try to keep busy just like you told me, to stop myself from overthinking, I race to do everything for everyone to distract my mind from spiraling into dangerous territory, what if I told you that everytime I close my eyes, I pray to God that I'm someone new in the morning...

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I'm just a poem who wants to find itself in this chaotic world of creation and art,
I'm just a poem who wants to live and feel beautiful......

I've met many people who have thought they could read me right, who thought they could understand the hidden meaning behind my lines.......

Some said I couldn't be called a poem, as I didn't have rhyme in me..
Some said I wasn't worthy of being called one, as I was written in a simple way..
Others said I was just another poem..
They also said I don't have a meaning........

I thought a lot about why they told me all those things........
Did they think their lines will be more meaningful, if mine were less?
Did they think by making me feel bad about not having rhyme, they would feel happier about their own rhymes?

It's not always and only about the rhyming..
It's not always and only about the structure.......

It's about how you, as a poem change the world..
It's about what you as a poem do, to make people feel better..

It's about finding meaning, rhyming and beauty in your lines when no one else does...........

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We won't forget each other right?
A promise made one summer night.
As we moved apart from each other,
Sometimes I find myself stuck in that time,
A place where love made me feel alive,
Where my heart found true paradise,
Now all I have is memories of it,
Like a warm hug on a winter night,
As I look at the stars in the sky,
I say a quiet prayer,
That peace be upon you,
A boy that became my everything,
When I was lost in this journey of life.

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Let misunderstandings not rip us apart,
Let be the same old self and restart,
I know it's a moment carrying awkwardness,
But few relations are autonomous,
You should know there's nothing i did intentionally,
And I'm extremely sorry for all your worries,
You should know you mean a lot to me,
So stop living with the misconception boundaries,
You be humors, you be absurd,
As that suits you the best.

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At 5 o clock in the afternoon , state up at the sky
And tell me which shade of blue-
They remind me of those jeans of yours,
That I hung out to dry
Try even to reshape, remake, tailor them to you once more.
But does anything ever fit as well
As your toughness to my unending softness ?
Your hand caresses well those
Thoughts that I muster
You tailor me to the skies as I'm
A dreamer and my dreams
Are forever
Ours............

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Over the rooftops your eyesight lingers,
"Look at the moon" , just like on cue-
Sitting comfortably in the sky,
Glamourising our lives with the
Twinkling stars,
That captures my eyes,
When I look at you,
With every ounce of adoration inside of me.

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तुम्हारे जाने के बाद पता चला की आदत क्या होती है,
इश्क़ क्या होता है, इबादत क्या होता है,
फिर खबर मिली की तुम खुश भी हो और मेहफ़ूज़ भी हों
तो जान गए तब, इश्क़ में किसीको खुश रखने की कीमत क्या होती हैं
वैसे चाहते तो हम भी थे की तुम्हे खुश रखा जाये किसी तरह,
दूर होके ही सही, बताना चाहते है तुम्हे की चाहत क्या होती हैं🙂

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Sab baat karte hain sath nibhane ki,
Toh kyu zarurat padhti hain kisi ko awaz lagane ki,

Rishto ka pata toh mushkilo me chalta hain,
Jab woh koshish karte h hath chhudane ki,

Yaha kuch kadam toh sath chal do,
Kyu baat karte ho marne mar jane ki,

Ab yeh halat h ki kisi ko kisi pe bharosa nahi,
Tabhi zarurat padhti hain jhuthi kasmein khane ki,

Choti bacchiyan yaha pe hawas se nahi bach pati,
Fir kisi se kya ummid rakhu izzat bachane ki..!!

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