Saukh nahi hai
Mai likhta jatane ko
Likhne ki koshish thi
Baatein batane ko

Bikhar Gaya tha mai
Ubharne laga hoon
Waade wafaaon se
Darne laga hoon

Tune bola tha rukne ko
Bola tha tham Jaa
Galti bhi meri hai
Mai hiin nahi samjaa

Haara ek Aashiq
Ab yaari nibhaunga..
Ghar Wale chhod
Apne yaar milaunga

Hamari kahani
Ab kabhi ni bolunga
Atit ka zikr aaya
Muhh hiin ni kholunga

I hope,
meri
haari kahani na tolein
Bhaiyon se bolunga..
Ab tujhe bhabhi na bolein

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Boli..bolte nahi ho
Abe..likhta to tha
Kitna banaegi?
Tujhe..dikhta to tha
Mai bazar hiin nahi Nikla
Sab..bikta to tha
Umra gujar gayi
Ab kya hiin khareedien
Duniya parayi
Ab kya hiin umeedein

Taur tarike
Mai Sikh hiin nahi paaya
Teri nazro me kaabil
Mai dikh hiin nahi paaya
Jo tujhko Samajh aaye
Mai likh hiin nahi paaya.

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Breathing your love is toxic,
would hurt me to the core.
Against a malignant fate,
I choose not stretching it anymore.

I feel, just few more steps together,
And I'll never happily walk back.
So, I mark end of this affair,tonight,
With this last heartily smack.

Here, I make two wishes,
I never touch you any further
And god's mercy,to
Your every lover.

For all that was ever between us
I carry no regrets
But, it's time, I beg
Your leave , dear cigarettes.

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Everytime I felt low
You took me out of the gate
That never worked for me
An hour alone, and I'm sedate

Your all stories ended
My ears ,still dilate
Never did, my thirst
Of being heard sate

You love crowds and parties
But there, I mentally bleed
I always tried socialising in ur company
For "u dont get hurted" , was my greed

It's not a mental condition
But my personality trait
Don't try helping me out
Introversion to me,is innate

I'm good , u r better
But together we dont make the best
Im tired of all these
Let's get apart, I request

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If you dont dare test your own assumptions,against their outcomes..
In your very own life..

You were never strong enough to take a stand...
You have just tried being cool...and so fucking fake...

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Even, marriages go unsuccessful..
Similarly did my relation!!
Even their kids, r accepted..
"I had sex",an obligation!!

For we were not married...
Call me a fornicator!!
But this, doesn't mark me..
Of being a potential adulterer!!

And,this is not confession...
I'm just telling u my past!!
And,even I doubt ...if..
"The very next, would be my last??"

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I sold lies..
And , I was valued..
Thought of going true...
And I was screwed!!

But,my life..
I must drive..
Facing resistance ..
Bcs I'm alive!!

Going with the flow..
Marks me dead...
I'm happy.. now no lies..
Hurts me in bed!!

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I don't share a story..
for its, miles from perfection.
Nobody but me..
Cause of my conviction.

At times,I blame people..
for not accepting my immaturity.
I blame myself,even more..
for accepting, "I'm guilty "

Matures are respected...
But,I can't portray to be..
My immaturity, is a part of me!!

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Kya bola aapne??
Concent??
Ye kya hota hai??
Zaroori hota hai kya??


Abe...wife hai wo meri...

Abe chaman...
Ab kya apni wife se bhi
Permission lena padega???

And...what did u call it "marital rape"??
Abe...yahan rape ke baad..
Shaadi hone pe ...
rape kharizz ho jata hai...

Samjha??
Chal nikal abb...

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Hey IN-LAWS...
As I walk into the gate,
duck down and surrender!!
Let her realise..
loads of her gender!!

In the name of custom,
I'll hide my greed!!
Even if, I'm of no worth..
I'll be paid,indeed!!

I must thank,
this abusive legacy..
which very well shouts..
And establishes my supremacy!!

when I greet her with derision,
taunts,slaps and vulgarity..
She embraces it,realising..
for U,she was just a liability!!

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