May be my worst days
But I need no sympathy no support
Let me suffer
Let me struggle
Let me survive
I wanna be strong
I wanna shine....-
I am brave enough to die for my loved ones..
But too afraid to fall....-
Unloved
You were sobbing and my fingers kissed the crystal tear on your chin,
Your eyes looked at mine, your lips smiled and I thought it was happening..
You held my skinny hand and we danced with the sunset, I could feel your heart beating, I knew we'd be together ahead..
The smell of our bodies got mixed up when you pulled me close, I felt our souls met and I wished myself an adios..
I already fell for you by then, I could feel you in my blood,
But soon I realized it was all unreal, I was never your loving bud..
My soul died craving for you, my heart froze puffed, and I knew it was me who was always
Unloved....-
KARMA
Good deeds is what people say karma is,
It's been picturized the way Dharma is..
Karma is the memory you build up over time,
From your Anna-maya kosha to your Vijnana-maya kosha,
It's your ultimate reality, your cosmic prime,
For this be sure, not to build it up with any dosha..
It is you who became the essence of my karma,
From the roots of my spine to the apex of my varma..
You became the only constant in my memories, you are my way to live, I shall look upon you as my Dharma....-
Unworthy
I'm stuck in the plays of my mind
I look around for my spirits that I can never find..
If thee take a look into me, you witness I'm done with life
Death is who dwells with me, what thee sees on my neck is it's knife..
Thee can't love me, as you don't fall for the dead.. but the love that I carry for thee shall forever be my bread..
I can never serve thee, so it is a plea
It's me who does not deserve, so let me tell thee
It's me who's unworthy....
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