We want someone there.!
Where we can tell about the sky and the moon,
and they pause to look at it, we want them.
Where we can tell about that broken Xerox machine,
at our office and they listen to it.
Where we can tell about the rain,
and they feel the same as we feel.
We want someone to tell about books and its shelf,
and their eyes long for our further words.
We want who listen to damn silly things,
that mean much more to us.
don't we??
©_ra___

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That one person who broke your heart
during your exams, deserves so much better in hell.

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How can I unfeel something
that I felt before so intensely?
How can I push away something
that which have embraced my body?
Tell me how??
How can I run away from
something that is chasing me ?
How can I hide from something
that which can always seek me?
Tell me how??
How can I have Peace of mind
when it is giving me nightmares?
How can I not feel that thoughts
which have reserved my mind?
Tell me how??
Tell me how can I unfeel something that I had felt before?🌸

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Sometimes I am glad, that somethings did not work out.
The day before, for which I was excited
and kept all my time over it,
May be I thought, it is meant to be forever or thought it is something without which I can't survive.
And then, after a long walk under a street light, reached home,
I am glad, somethings did not work out.
We need to end somethings that are not good to us,
before it ends us , making us worst.🌸

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*ಮೌನ*
ಹೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲದ ಹೊತ್ತಲ್ಲಿ ಆವರಿಸಿದೆ, ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ ಅರ್ಥವಾಗದ ಹಂಬಲ, ವರ್ಣಿಸಲಾಗದ ಭಾವನೆಗಳು, ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ ಸಾವಿರ ಪದಗಳು ಒಟ್ಟಾಗಿ ಚೀಲದಲ್ಲಿ ಭದ್ರವಾಗಿ ಇಟ್ಟಂತಿದೆ.
ಹೀಗಾದರೆ ಹೇಗೆ ಸಾಧ್ಯ?
ಅನಿಸಿದ್ದು ಹೇಳಿಬಿಡಬೇಕು.
ಭಾವನೆಗಳು ಅರ್ಥವಾಗದ ಜಾಗದಲ್ಲಿ ನನ್ನ ಭಾವನೆಗಳನ್ನು ಹೇಗೆ ತೋಡಲಿ?
ನನ್ನ ಮಾತನ್ನು ನನ್ನ ಕಿವಿಗಳು ಕೇಳುವುದಾದರೆ ಹೇಗೆ?
ನನ್ನ ಮಾತುಗಳು ಅರ್ಥವಾಗದಿದ್ದಾಗ ಮಾತನಾಡಿಯೂ ವ್ಯರ್ಥ.ಹಾಗೂ ನನ್ನ ಕಣ್ಣೀರು ಸಹ.
ಸಾಧ್ಯವಾದರೆ ಒಬ್ಬನೇ ಕಿರುಚಿ ಅತ್ತುಬಿಡುತೇನೆ ಮೌನದಲ್ಲಿ.
ಮಾನಸಿಕ ನೋವಿಗೆ ಒಳಗಾದಾಗ ಮೌನಿ ಆಗುತ್ತಾನೆ ಅನಿಸುತ್ತೆ!
ಸಾಕಷ್ಟು ಮಾತನಾಡಲು ಇದ್ದರೂ, ಭಾವಿಸಲು ಭಾವನೆಗಳಿದ್ದರು, ತಡೆಹಿಡಿದ ಕಂಬನಿಯ ಮೇಲೆ ಮುಗುಳ್ನಗು ಬಿರುವುದೇ ಮೌನ ಅನಿಸುತ್ತೆ!.

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*Isn't it??*
And, when you flip a coin wishing for a head to fall, because you have already wished for something before.
we know what we really want, isn't it??
Sometimes we know what we need but go for something that satisfies others and when they leave we suffer,
suffering from the things that we choose which they needed, isn't it??🌸

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Wine🍷

And one day, when you sit with a glass of wine,
hardly sipping, thinking about her.

I wish you don't feel guilty
for making her to doubt her existence.

You know?? She was a wine,
a pure wine that you were not the one could afford.🌸

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And on that day, when you
look back and wave them...
with a loaded heart and screaming eyes,
the heaviness of yours, that you want to put out
but maybe not now. you felt it?
Away from them to your place,
I think it needs more strength.

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Are you there, stuck in that page,
You had been a long years ago?
Don't you feel to turn the pages?
Just to see what's in the other.
May it have some Joy or
same thing you had been stuck now.
But whatsoever you have to move further,
that what really matters.
Unlike in movies,
Life is much harder in real.
You have to keep moving
just to see your chapters in a book.
Because it's a author who
owns the book first.
Can turn back to a page,
but getting stuck to same page
can make you to lose yourself.🌸

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