Greatful for what I have .
Hopeful for what I want .π€β-
If you get embarrassed of the past like I do , remember
You were not in the future back then , you were in the present, besides , you anyway thought you would forget about this random musing , at par by tomorrow morning, and besides, you are good at embarrassing yourself right , so devour it !-
I find myself singing your song sometimes
I am ,scared irritated , blushing, hopeful , lil sad, embarrassed, happy , nostalgic and feel one more strange feeling, I don't know the name of ...
All at the same time :)-
You keep running away from stuff , the idea, the essence, of a possibility in life .
You are confused , frustrated and almost depressed .
And then just one day, out of the blue , with no first hand effort , things start falling into place, you stop fighting the unknown , and you feel a weird , blissful sense of peace .
You realize, you don't even need to worry , you just have to have a desire , and it will all work out eventually, all by itself , you just have to keep putting in the work towards it , not for it .
And you just stand bewildered, in awe of the mystery of this system of metanoia. Fika , dawns over you .-
It's not the anxious moments you need to be scared of, it shall pass and you eventually recover , it's the neutral ones , when the pallette is wiped clean ,when you have the control to decide how you feel . If you just put a lil bit of effort to make these small rare moment livelier, life won't be as gloomy :)
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Whatever you do , someone always be wronged , someone will always be hurt , someone will always be left lonely
So, do what you can gather to be right and there will be on less bruised soul
You,....-
That feeling , that you get when you know what's the right thing to do but still end up wronging someone because , well God knows why... .
Well you wronged two people ,them , and you .-
Something that is so unique that it almost affects different people differently and builds a spectrum of characters
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When you are the only one wronged , you feel it's injustice,
When everyone is wrong you feel at peace . Why?-