She was the most beautiful complicated thing,
Her mind was a tangled mess of silky string .
All I wanted was to sit beside her.
Gently untie the knots in her neurones,
And connect to the correct ends. ❤️❤️❤️

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She's the blazing fire and you lust the candied pain,
Like she's the disease that swallowed you whole and you'd like to die again. ❤️ 💕

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What if she lacked freedom to rise above
And she feel ashamed everyday forced to love.
Soul covered in ashes left behind with screams and cries.
From those who burned her with their selfish lies.
With pain he inflicted, tears he created wasn't easy to survive.
Swallowing all the shames, leaving dying ashes she's still alive.
Wings clipped, trapped in a black heart.
Stolen from reality, her whole world is messed up.
Plastered a smile on her face,
Behind this smile is a broken girl.
Trying to fight this horrid world.
Bleeding scars on the body he touched, trying to erase.
Each day she waits to set free from her own cage.
❤️💕

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She's novel with gathered dust on my shelf.
Each night I want to touch her pages delicately to find her heart in letters.
But I'm afraid to turn the page,
Afraid of how I will end.. ❤️💕

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My soul feels tortured tonight.
Unable to say out loud, what i feel inside.
Such an ache in the heart to think you are not you
Demons still keep entering my sleep, that are named after you.
Bringing memories of tortured soul not quite dead but can only weep
Illusions rending my heart, sliping me slowly into eternal sleep.❤️💕

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Heart died, soul cried but still my words are my pride.. ❤️💕

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He didn't know what it was at first,
that caught his attention.
But he felt to be loved like a gravitational pull,
magnetised by a force beyond his control. ❤️💕

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I closed my eyes and it flashed our memory.
With no more love it's a different love story.
It all started with a friend request.
That day I really felt something in my chest.
You promised we will be forever till the end.
It was magical and I was flying with the wind.
I'm thankful for the love you had shown.
I will never forget listening you at the phone.
That was the best moment of my life.
When you spoke you would be my wife.
Why it seemed everything was going so well..?
But in reality everything went into the hell.
Baby, I loved you so madly, why you broke all our dream.?
I cried after losing but there was no you to listen my scream.
You promised me to love me and keep safe from danger.
Tell me why you turned into a loveless stranger.?
I always miss you and often speak your name.
Now all I have memories and your photo in a frame.
I think to myself, I'm I gonna mad..?
What's wrong with me, why I'm so sad..? ❤️💕

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They were lit and destroyed by their own spark but, she still resides a tiny spark deep within his hungry heart... ❤️💕

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She was scared of what would happen, so she kept the dirty secrets in,
Covering her cracks and scars by makeup beneath her skin... ❤️💕

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