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Sometimes writing gets me in my feelings
It hits me where I still need to heal
I don't want to feel the pain
I rather for it all to go away, but my heart deserves the peace, just as my mind and soul
So I allow myself to feel
So I can let it all go
Holding on won't ease the pain
Healing is feeling
So I take my time and pour the rain

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An original thought on terror

Innocence knocked at my door
But I didn't open it
I wasn't supposed to
I had become a devil now
For others
May be for myself too
But sad, it was
When my own country disowned me
I snapped of others heads
Killed myself
Bloodies my exlitence
Only in the name of country
There is darkness in my house
My eyed
My heart
Good thoughts don't come near anymore
The best I have
Are the ones in which I finally die
Get rid of sin and shame
Vengeance and revenge
Innocent knocked at my door
but iam sorry I can no longer open it
Because inside exists a helpless evil
My thoughts burn
I'm far from me
From me and you
Now
That's imm a terrorist
Or more
I couldn't help
Becoming on......

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I have always lived inside my head
A world that only I know
A book that only I know
A place only I can go

Sometimes its warm and sunny there
Roses, rivers, me adows
Sometimes it could, unsure, unclear
Blankets, socks and pillow

No matter what the thing of the day
There iam always welcome
A place to rest to hide and lay
A cabin or a kingdom

So when reality gets rough
I bring to my attention
That theres a place to cry and laugh
In my imagination

Sometimes we need a break
From the harsh realities of life
Where do you escape to?

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Its was not just that only
mr. Bean
Understood the idea
of spotlight
Because they only
had used that as
An metaphor to
illustrate how the
Individual living in
these hysterical
Society would always
wanted to
Stand in as in represting the
Good truth of their
only struggler
That would make
them feel truly
Accepted among the
others who would
Surely come up with
much harder to
Complete

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The mind is consumed
You start seeing black and white
Your body loses balance
Your eyes are filled with tears
Your nose is blocked
Your throat feels tight
You ask yourself
Why can't I fight??

You feel pathetic as you fall to the
Ground
But have no will to get back up
You scream in agony
Hoping to be saved
You either want to stay in the
Dark
Or pray to see a spark

Time has passed
And you lay there
Like shattered glass

Not really sure what to do next
You realize that nothing has changed
So you get up
And go back to your daily parade

Slowly you tell yourself
I don't want to go through that again
And hope to sleep before
Pasten

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Because of you
The world is a much nicer place
Because of you
I have faith in the human race
Because of you
I know what it means to love
Unconditionally
Because of you
I know what it means to give
Unselfishly
Because of you
I believe in magical and mystery
And world unseen
Because of you
There is joy where ever you are
And have ever been
And all because of you!!!!!!

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Missing someone or something
Hurts. But have you ever
Missed yourself? Your previous
version, that used to jump, sing
and fly like there's no tomorrow
That believed in love, springs and
Goodness. The cute chripy
version That she was, with two
Innocent eyes
You may be wiser but she was
Happier.....

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I don't need a camera crew
You make me feel famous every day
Even when I'm not around you
I wake up smiling knowing I'll keep
The sweetest message
A"good morning "beautiful to start my day
I can't help but feel butterflies
It feels like a high school crush
A heart full of lust
A romance I never want to get rid of
I just can't find enough ways to
Describe it
You're my escape when the walls around
Me are closing

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I have it all Because I have seen
The starlight in your eyes
Because you have built Bridge between our heart
Because I have been there Where every flower thinks
They are not enough Blooms, dances, more
I have drunk the nectar
In your soul Knows your spirit
I have it all because I have
Walked streets paved with love
Heard music escape voices
I have had spring cleanse meSummer warm, my bones
Aurum quench, my thirst Winter to restore me
And carried goodness only Season to season
Knowing always you We're around a comer
I have it all knowing, I need nothing
But the sunshine in your core
Warmth, enchoes of everything
Enough to share I have Joy light peace galore

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