You built a world
In which I can't breathe
And then you ask
What's wrong with me
You made a mold
Half my size
And then scrutinize me
When I don't fit in
You construct a maze
With no end
And question why
I can't win-
I once thought
the answer was always
none of the above
but as I grew older
I realized
I wasn't all
that different
I was just a dreamer
searching for
my own song-
Even the deepest wells
Will run dry
When there is no rain
Even the strongest metal
Become brittle
When left to freeze
Even the happiest dreams
Begin to fade
When there is no sleep-
I'm happy with her
The warmth lingering
It's the days away
Where I drift back to low spots
I stare into the sun
And remember my mark
On her heart— % &-
I've been digging
Like a miner's child
In the dust filled crevices
& the abandoned shafts
Of my plundered mind
For the glimmer of a dream
That didn't oxidized
Over the years
That I flooded these tunnels
With the amber waves
Of self doubt & false hope— % &-
You snuck in
Through my dreams
And whispered hope
Onto my soul
Blanketed my mind
With comfort
And endowed my will
With the strength
To wish again— % &-
ଶୀତ ର ଏ ଲଘୁଛନ୍ଦା ରାତି
ପାତଳ କୁହୁଡ଼ି
ଟିକିଏ ଜୋଛନା
ଧୁମାୟିତ ନିଅନ୍ ର ଆଲୋକ ଚିରି
ଚାଲିଆସେ କେଉଁ ନୀଳାମ୍ବରୀ !
ପ୍ରିୟକାଂକ୍ଷିଣୀ ଅଭିସାରିକା
ଚପଳ ଛନ୍ଦା ମୋ ପ୍ରିୟତମା?
ଅବା, ଏ ଅଶରୀରୀ ରାତ୍ରି ର ଆତ୍ମା !
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My Form?
I have no form.
I am shadows
and smoke rising
in the winds
of tomorrow.-
Some people secretly want to see you fail...
It makes them feel better about themselves
Full of toxicities
Don't drink their poison-