A moment will come,
When death will lure me in to hell.
Maybe I won't be able to ask for more time or bargain.
But I promise you, my dear.
If you ever need me,
Just call out my name.
And then there's no demon in hell that can stop me to crawl back to you.-
Cremated me alive,
Burnt my feelings on a funeral pyre,
Choked me by the chains of your abuses,
Where is your love now?
I wondered while you were hitting your "princess".
Everything was so perfect.
But then I saw your hickeys turning in to bruises.
I still reminisce those days when we were so genuinely happy,
But our love faded and darling you have changed.-
All my life people called me many things,
Mom said I am a loser,
Friends said I am a failure,
The Girl I liked said I am ugly,
My teachers said I am good for nothing,
My dad said I am just a disappointment to my family.
Those words used to ache my heart so much,
Until I decoded their hidden message,
And found all my life different is what they called me.
"Rahul, you are freaking different",
They always shouted and screamed.-
Tons of times I turned the pages
of our past,
Only to see disappointment & pain written all over it,
After so long,
I have now finally gathered strength,
Not just to throw it away
but to burn & wear it's ashes
as my war paint.-
In the deepest hollows of the dark,
In the oceans of the greatest depths,
There lies the key to her precious heart.
With the monsters & horrors of her past,
With the sharks of insecurities and piranhas of broken promises,
It's a vicious path.
Will you dare to cross that path
or will you leave her like everyone else has?!-
How many times we let our past strangle us?
Like an anchor,
It weighs on our Chest.
Haunts us every night,
Submerge our heads in to the
deep waters,
Until we lay numb on the bed lifeless.
Looking at the ceiling,
We spend most of our lives,
In a hope one day it will leave us all alone.-
Before my heart was broken,
It was already cracked.
Cracked by the blows of broken friendships,
Dropped by the people who I most trust with,
It was turning black.
My heart was finally becoming dark.
And all I thought you could save it,
Fill my cracks with your love,
But darling
You broke it.
You broke my heart for once and all.-
String of my heart stuck to sleeves
of your hand,
That is why it aches so much
Whenever you get far.
Distance did played it's part,
Thought it could separate us.
But now you know darling,
The more we stretch that string,
the more we bounce back to each other every single time.-
All it takes,
Lil smile & lil faith,
Lil hope & lil courage,
Lil patience & lil strength,
To see rainbow after the rain,
To find the lost stars that's been hiding somewhere,
To hear the sweet Chirps of birds again,
All it takes is you,
To restart your own life & build a better version of yourself.-
And she said
"There was a time I craved for your touch,
Now I wanna tear that skin apart
Coz there was no love only your lust".-