I mean we're humans after all, are we not? Our stories aren't written out in stars; we write our own stories each and everyday, and we hope and pray everyday that what we're writing down is good enough. So I choose to write a story that makes me happy. I don't want the bedroom of a perfect life or perfect love. I want messy. I want disastrous. I want, " Holy shit, where did you came from?" I want a love that like 2am drinking at a park together in a disastrous neighborhood ; I want to know that we can fall apart and become devastated over each other, but won't do that because we cherish and each other's heart. I don't want a fairytale ending ; I want something undeniably real.

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That's the thing about a smile
You can be the sun
For someone
Who can't see
Through the clouds.

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If they make you

feel like they

are doing you

a favour by staying

Run.

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Life knocks you out

To make you realise that

You are stronger than

That blow.

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If you believe

Your surrender

To be love

Then you need

To think again.

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Humans are such strange things, but I still believe that we are kind. We are the best and the worst things. We are the child riddled with fear and the monster under the bed. We are the "I'll see you soon" kiss and the "I hope you die" goodbye. Yet, I still believe that we are inherently kind, that we are more than just the triggers we pull. We must forgive those who act out in pain, as we all suffered; we have all pulled triggers of our own. In a world like this, a soft heart is someone who fires the least, someone who chooses to remain pure, someone who selects kindness when given every reason not to. I'm attracted to that: I'm attracted to kindness.

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I shut my eyes

And tried to believe

That the world is new

With every Dawn.

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I'm still learning

How to be easier on myself,

How to remember more often

That I am only human.

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Of all the

People I've hurt,

I've hurt myself

The most;

I owe myself

An apology.

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Happiness is

When going to sleep

Is no longer a means

Of escape

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