I want to be cherished by you like a flower

like your most precious treasure

I want to be your only cherished person

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Oh ALLAH !! Back again with
the heavy heart & blurry thoughts
at your door to ease the pressures
of my life.

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You make me cry every now and then

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I lost myself in all this chaos

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I am in search of myself

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What i am today is
because of the things
i have gone through.
everyone's process of growth & personality development is different.

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My words are broken like me
They have lost the art of healing
They don't have that soft magical touch nor that tough inspirational hit.
They have lost the art of soothing
They are broken & empty like me

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My heart is not at ease &
i have no medicine to remove
the uneasiness filled in me

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Again after a longtime i cried silently
in the viel of the darkest night
tears were just rolling down my cheeks &
like always my pillow
absorbed it and felt my pain.

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Sometimes i wonder
do i really matter to you?
this questions makes me upset & scared when i think how uncertain my future is with you by my side.

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