Lately Life Feels Like:
A Symphony of Neglect and Resilience


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No, I don't
want this
and not that
'cause I ain't this
and I've got that!
Alright!?

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मंज़िल को पाने में कुछ इस तरह खो गए हम,
की नजाने क्यों इन रास्तों में गुम हो गए हम?

अगर फीर मिल जाए तो ठीक हो जाएगा सब,
नहीं तो चलते-चलते पता नहीं कब मिलेंगे अब?

गुम होकर वापस मिलना कठीन हैं।
पर ये रास्ते भी तो बड़े ही हसीन है।

इन में खोने का तो कोई गम नहीं,
बस आप सब से बिछड़ना दिल को मंजूर नहीं।

पर वो कहते हैं न कि काएनात के आगे सब झुग जाए।
अगर वो चाहे तो पता नहीं कब और कैसे हम भी मील जाए।

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Life is full of mazes
with different phases.
Sometimes gets solved
by being at ease.
and other times get
difficult to even face.
But every time
we need to chase
in order to ace.

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There is me,
in the middle of the ocean,
Confused as hell,
don't know what to tell.
Unable to find a route
that would lead to my tour.
I'm the only one making
my life even more confused.
Scared to take the following step.
Will it be wrong or right?
Goes relentlessly on my mind.
Already had made mistakes before,
now I can't take any more.
It seems all dark and no light.
I ain't able to sleep at night.
My heart, full of regrets, is killing me inside.
But the serenity prayer is something
that is giving me some chills at this time.

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When she smiles
everything around me
stops for a while.
When she isn't fine
my heart forgets
its rhythm for that time.

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Fear Of Fall

Just stop the clock,
if someone can.
I don't wanna fall
from this branch.
I want to hang
and fly in the air.
I want to stay green
and see what is still unseen.
Don't wanna be yellow
and fall on the ground.
Want to live more in the crowd.
Now I even vow,
I won't complain.
Be it rainy or winter hail.
I can't explain,
this fear of fall.
It is breaking me, deep down.
Hence I beg to pass
that stored food.
And involve me in
photosynthesis too.
I will work diligently
and help ya'll.
I know my senescence
is the rule of law.
But please can't
you push it by
ignoring my flaws!?

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The Time Travel Journey,
I had!

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People think that I'm an introvert and hence I don't like to join a conversation but they don't understand that I don't like to be that cream of tea that pops up onto the surface, of your cup of tea, in between your sips of tea.

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