Do you ever miss a show or character so much that it makes you want to cry?

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I feel like I’m throwing stones at a brick wall.
Screaming out for attention by someone who’s never going to give a damn.
I wish more than anything that I could stop loving you, cause it hurts like fucking hell...

version I. throwing stones

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“Do you love me?” He asked.
“As much as anyone can love the person that they have an unending crush on.” She answered.

“That didn’t answer my question.” He said.
“No it didn’t. But that’s because I don’t know how to answer your question. I’ve loved you so fully, to the point of physical pain, that I don’t know how to explain my love for you, when in reality I don’t even know you, and you don’t even know me.” She replied, leaving him speechless.

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Sometimes I wish you would talk to me.
Sometimes I wish I could stop loving you.
No matter what it is, I know neither will come true.

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I wish my feelings mattered.

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I'm so fucking tired of feeling so fucking sad,
all the time!

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Unrequited Love is the worst kind of poison.
Because no matter how much it hurts,
Or how painful it is...
You cannot stop loving them.

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I hate knowing that I'm a nobody.
I know that no matter how much heart I give to others, it's never enough.
And no one ever seems to return the same amount of heart...
no matter how hard I try.

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I've never hated you, but loving you is just too damn painful.

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Everyone believes that depression is a choice, and not a disease. They have no idea what it's like to suffer through it, to feel the weight of it.
It is something I battle with constantly. It is always there at the back of my mind, even when I'm happy, scratching at what little defense I have.
People, who are naturally positive optimists, don't see how difficult having a positive attitude no matter the situation really is. I don't consider myself a pessimist, and I'm definitely not an optimist, I consider myself a realist. I see the world as it is, it's not all good or all bad, it's both.

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