Shall I tell you, why I sat back to wait for you?
~WONDERSTRUCK

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I am pondering, what went wrong? I am looking for an answer, you might see me, though I am lost.

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You should be ashamed of what you've built in as a society.
Where you restrict someone who's innocent and the accused lives with the freedom.

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I have been lost, admist chaos, I am raising a dawn.
Do you feel the sunshine?

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How does that even matter?
When you are tired you just leave all the things as to what they are!
Because you tried really hard.

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In these symmetries of the alignment, of the stars. Here's me, then far away in the midst of loss there you are.
I have been sitting alone here for a long time now.
If you see me, I hope you understand even when I pretend to be the strongest, I am in need of being vulnerable.

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I wish to hide in the darkest corner of my room.
And pray to God, for you to come and find me.
I wither with every passing moment.
I count on minutes, if you are really looking for me somewhere.

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I love and care more, that's my thing, it doesn't ask for your permission, it doesn't concern your opinion.

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I told the therapist that I am scared of many things, like getting married.
She said, "What they had was their part of the story, it doesn't determine what you will have. And how will you know anything, unless you dive in the sea yourself."

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Now I understood why it was hard, because I was living up to a guideline made by someone else. Just trying to be perfect, I was being hard on myself. As soon as I realised, I was authentic, it's easy for me to breathe.

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