I want myself to be free from everything,
I tried everything and cried for a few things.
But later I realized some things can't change,
And keeping it in my heart can't shake.

So I did nothing just forgive myself for everything,
And recently I am feeling much better and flattered.
In the process of living my life I know who I am now,
I don't hate anyone and feel okay with everything somehow!

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Sixteen September was the day when you were born,
Luckily September was the month when I found you out of the blue.
Never knew everything would be this up and down like crazy,
If I had the super power I'll vanish everything that just fades us out in different ways.

I am sitting here thinking about everything but doing nothing,
I understood you moved on from me earlier than I knew.
You were my only friend I trusted and the person I want with me forever,
I hate and regret so many things but now you don't bother.

Some days I need some answers or maybe I just want you back,
But I guess you just give up on me and on some nights I just feel what the heck.
For you I can walk every mountain and every river without any glitch,
But now I think nothing matters for you so wishing you happy birthday is all I can do.
So I did.

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I would have followed you on any road just so you know,
Stay there at your worst and celebrate the best for you.
I never needed any grand gesture or something out of the blue,
You just have to say hey and I have always come through.

But as we think nothing goes the same way,
What I think of us is not in a mutual way.
Nothing hurts me more than this that I can't explain,
And here I am sitting and praying to heal the pain.

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I cried like a million little times,
Just so I can live with you for a while.
But you never cared enough so I died.
Now I am just living on the other side!!

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I thought I had it all.
We never quite lived through the fall,
Willingly to sacrifice everything for my loved ones.
They just left when they feel like I am just an expiry one!

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