After
It has been a long time since I felt this inside of me. A feeling of being shattered again. I thought I was sewing my pain. I was coming to the top of this ocean which I created. I thought I saved myself but it seems I was dead.

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کہ دیا اللہ حافظ تو اداس ہم بھی ہیں
دور جانے کا ڈر ہے اور اداس ہم بھی ہیں
سمجھ جاتے ہیں دل کی بات محبت والے
تم ظاہر نہ سمجھے کہ اداس ہم بھی ہیں

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آنکھ ہے نم اور اور تم یاد آےء
دل اداس اور ہونٹ مسکراےء

فقط اتنا بتا دے مجھے پیارے
دور جانا تھا تو کیوں پاس آےء؟

میری زندگی کا سبب کیا ہے؟
تیرا وجود جاناں اور تیرے ساےء

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Insaan bhulta nahi hai. Dukh or dard ki kaifiyat bhi vohi rehti hai. Bs shiddat kam ho jati hai.

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کسی کے بارے میں جتنا کم جانو اتنا تمہارے لیےء اچھا ہے

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By life's actions
People do die
Torned into fractions
They say goodbye

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Stay
I can't love anyone stay
Stay that I can't breathe
I am becoming numb, stay
My fingers have lost print
I am becoming no one, stay
Stay that I can not cry
My blood is frozen, stay
Far away from not believing
I can not run, stay
World of despair is surrounding me
Every corner I can not burn, stay

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My experiments with truth

Been on that train
Takes you to the corner
Of despair in brain
Alot less warmer

My experiments with truth
Taught me very well
If you say, say the sooth
Or there is nothing to tell

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I held tighter
Sliped like sand

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Faith

Calm faces, I see very rarely
Who are they? I dont know
Do they feel? I guess, barely
Maybe they do but don't show

We have faith, they say
But pain is what everybody feel
To relieve it, I always pray
So like them, I can be

Maybe one day I be that calm
Free myself from unending pain
They say love is like a balm
Seek care and ease the strain

Shout, cry and call for help
Silence is what i always hear
Decorated memories on a shelf
So they dont come any near

Faith is left, at last
As a thin thread, I am weak
All ashes, it was a blast
Im blind, I can't seek

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