We run like dogs behind people, wishes and dreams until the time realise that what remained is just us licking their remains behind them.

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I wonder if rage, passion and fire weighs us down with this desire to achieve more and more. It ties us around our achievements and not let us see beyond the edges. We keep chasing that power, that fir, that rage to be more powerful than we're and end up weighed. But the good part is while chasing that power we meet new people, new stories and it weighs down a bit lesser.

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Fear swept my heart I thought,

Barely I knew it was my lost pieces
that washed me away...

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I still am not over what happened on that Monday night. I've moved on from that night but seems that night doesn't want to go from me so it has made my heart it's home and when I think why it want to stay a bit I realise how can I accept a moment where you were ready to give everything of yours from snatching from me. You gave her my place for a moment. How can I let that moment not gulp me? You know you lost me there and you're still searching for me though I'm just there in front of your eyes. You know you lost me and maybe you lost us. I lost us. We lost us. Yeah, we're trying to mend but do broken things ever leave those marks of breakage?

Yeah, they don't. But I'm glad they let the sunlight pass through it and free the darkness from the suffocation.

Happy Journey from darkness to surpassing darkness.

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When I die, please dont cry. I'll always exist in your dreams, feelings amd our tiny little world. I'll exist in the ways you love people close to you. I'll exist in poems you don't dare to write but rhyme in your head. I'll exist in your desire to leave every race and live peacefully. I'll exist in your smiles and tears and joys and jokes and falls. I'll never fade from their. Not even a bit. But if you cried, I'll flow with the tears emptying you. Please don't cry when I die because then we won't coexist in me and you.

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Is it easy to drive back to home
that haunted you, dear knight?
Is it easy to stay after a war
at the place you called "home"
where do you go then?
To the battlefield or the war, again?

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Set yourself free. Free from all the emotional drainage that sucks the ass out of you. Set yourself free from those who can't be yours and you keep pulling them towards you but you fail. Breath, breath, breath after all the suffocation you have faced till now in proving yourself to others. Fly away higher and farther where life and death are equally celebrated. Take yourself there where lies the eternal peace and freedom to love, laugh and live. Take yourself where thy self seeks no validation for how it is. Jump, dance, live in the trance of your own charm.

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If there are days when
lonliness instead of solitude knocks the door
who are we supposed to go to? The ones we left behind or the ones who are in process of leaving us? Maybe none of those or maybe to our own self. When entire world keeps falling apart and there's no one to look up on to maybe then the stone melts or maybe gets bit more solid. I don't know how to deal with fears and demons within to constantly love or hate others. I've no idea of how these relationships work. Maybe just like this paragraph, not making sense when read together but makes semse when read in isolation. Maybe some people are destined to survive alone because they're not like others or maybe they don't want to. I don't know how love works or it just destroys?

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Smells of old walls beaming stories,
Petrichor of first showers choreographing flowers,
Waters of ocean silently destroying in love with sunlight,
Trees that stand behind my home, spectators of love and plight,
Your fragrance is like me
Cause I'm melted in you completely and crazily.

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my brain got as much attention
as my body did.

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