What do I do?
The moment that you left me... I pretended everything is okay when it's was not... I Kept on lying myself and to everyone ... Months passed, I kept on waiting for you with hope that someday my love will love me again like before... It was hard for me to hold everything within me ,but some how I managed to overcome pain with smile... Because you made me realize that life is worth living...In life there is a purpose for every person you meet ...some will teach you to love yourself...
You made me realize that happiness is being alone and Enjoying own company, without any expectations to make some one happy...
So I started living my own life...
I never thought the day would come ..But I hope some day soon you will find you way back to me... I 'll be waiting for you 😊.

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Worst feeling is not knowing whether you should stay or give up.
Because if you stay .. You will end up hurting everyone.

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Dear creator
I'm right over here!!... How you doing??
Must be doing great..and am too doing great over here Ruining my life ...
Still searching for the truth where I can fit myself..and my life goes on...with No dreams.. No potential... Insecurities...no confidence... Hopeless...wasting one's time..I am not getting my self... What is the purpose of my life??? Great dilemma!!!
Why do I cry???? I don't know myself what I am doing???
How can you love someone? who always betrays you....
How can you forgive someone ? Who cannot forgive herself...

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How do I know?
Never thought of writing this thought
Never felt this before
Never did.....
Every one told " Hard time will pass with the passage of time "...
What if it's too late to realize that life is all about " What you do you get back "...
Was it my fault? Because I was fantasized.
No one told" I was on the wrong track
Life is not all about fantasy"....
It's hard!!!
To face the reality..
Every one told " Good things take time "
What if it's too late to realize the purpose of your existence...

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Deep down in those shaded eyes
The blues that can be seen
With no knowledge of eternity
Passing through the desert
U think you can hide the unfaded wound?
Unspoken words still alive
And you think your love don't know ?

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Your worth
Just a small three letter... Can change your life completely.... It can give life to some one at the same time it can take someone's life....
And the word itself is "EGO"...
But if you love someone
More than your ego . ..
You will make it any how..
If you can't put your ego aside
You gonna loose yourself.....

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Like it never happened...
Words of faith.... Glimpse of hope....
Under the depths of fear.... Under the false pretenses....
Beneath the dead knot... Everything seemed cold & still.....
Tried to catch every flashback ....
At the blink of an eye.... Everything disappeared from the sight...

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It really hurts...
When you know the truth and still holds everything within you... Coz if you disclose it .. You might loose yourself....

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Every heart has a pain ...
Only the way of expression ...
Is "different"...

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Loved you once....
Every single days.. I tried to make you smile..
Every single minutes... I tried to bury my desire which could make you far away from me...
Every seconds... I tried to be with you ....
But in return you faked smile in front of me...
It's ok that you never liked a bit of me
But at least you would have showed some courage to speak up... " I was not your choice"....

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