Knowing what makes your day is such a powerful thing.

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It is okay to take a pause.

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Sometimes when you feel lonely, you really are alone. You have to put the responsibility on yourself to get better instead of waiting for some savior.

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You put your phone on charging for whole night but you forgot to turn on the switch.

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What sense does it make when all you think about is how to make sense of everything?

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It's okay if you don't feel okay.
It's okay if you feel down.
But it's not okay to think that feeling that way is not okay.

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I smiled and I laughed with them,
Then I look at the small group with a smile on my face and thought to myself "Some people are really worth it. No matter how busy and stressed your day gets, some people are worth sharing your time."

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How does an old song sound like?

A story
A story coming straight from heart to your ears, telling about some moments, memories which turn into expressions, a smile, a laugh, a sense of joy or a tint of sadness. It can be all.
An old song always sounds like a movie. A movie to relive.

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How does it feel to be helpless?
Is it like you have a pen but forget how to use it?
Or when you can't speak a word while your mind can't seem to process anything
Or when you don't know anyone whom you can call for help
Or staring at the wall in front of you when your mind goes blank in an exam Hall
Or the situation when you just came in front of a vehicle while crossing the road and for a moment you just froze
Or when you have lots of work to do and you just decide to sleep to get rid of the reality
Or missing the bus or train not so unintentionally and just watching it pass by as if you forget to catch it
Or when something slip out of your hands and you just watch it fall
Is it that?
Maybe it feels alone and maybe you can't help it to make the situation better.
Maybe this is how helplessness feels.

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As the day come to end, I sit at the bench in our small garden and I think to myself
'another day, same end.'
Then I make myself comfortable in my spot, put my earphones in and think some more
'Would it be any different if I had watched the sun rise?
Would it be any different if I went for a walk?
Would it any different if I actually talked to someone?
Would it be any different if I didn't take two naps a day?
Would it be make any difference if I think a little less and live a little more?
But would it worth the efforts?
At the end, it's always 'another day, same end'. Another end, another overthinking session.'

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