Is the only question running in my head these days..... If only I could find this answers.... Maybe then I could release myself from this love cage.

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So tight ......that i can feel safe.
Hold me ..... So i can relase myself into your arms.
Hold me..... So i can break through my emotions.
Hold me..... That i can feel your warmth.
Just hold me.

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I don't know how people suddenly started to act good or ok after a long fight or argument. I don't know this skills I m quite different here I can't become suddenly normal , I can't started to act suddenly normal. It takes me time. I will be normal but slowly. Specially depends on what efforts are putting here and what things are going on now. It changes me for good or bad.

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Sometimes it's hard to restrict yourself from giving 100% of yourself into a relationship. Specialy for those who wants to love without any restrictions or don't know what's the limit or when to stop. But when they really give themselves to someone who doesn't make them feel the value of it. Or in reality it doesn't matter for them that much.You started to restrict yourself from showing too much of you and your love almost like being transparent,started to take steps back feeling like maybe it's too much I'm showing. Not like totally giving up or hating that person it just they know now I can't be me here.that's how they learn what is enough and that there original self doesn't value that much here. So they keep it to themselves now. To keep themselves safe from hurting more.

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DECIDE A HUMAN OR A MONSTER

It takes a lot of courage to stop yourself.....
From being a monster....
To do bad for bad....
To stay as a kind human still.
To not just destroy anyone's life.
Like the other person did to you.
To not let this chain continue.
To stop it , to stop yourself.
To hide that dark in you forever.
And to still reflect light to others.
To drink that tears inside.
And To still smile for others.
To have some mercy still left.
In this harsh world.
Which I decided to be kept in me,
Finally.

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Can say its my only time.....
When I can feel me.
And can express the depth of emotion in me through my writing.
Which I kept down from so long.
And because I can't show me weak.
And then no one will see me being Vulnerable.

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I have a line in my life......
Under that line I only allow those people....
Who knows me and understand me from years.....
and it's right.
Because if you let some other person inter in that space and you get so connected with them,
Thinking that they know you....
But in reality they don't....
They don't even fucking care to do,
Emotional damage to you..not one's but twice and more.
They are poisonous for you....
They are good far away from that line as casual....
They are good in there space....
Just not for u honey.

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Has to Dive deep down to know you more.....
Can see far from here but dont know the end of your soul.....
Calm like water until you force her to drown you whole....
She can turn into the beauty and bliss....
But has the power to destroy you in seconds by turning into torrent for sure....
She can defined as river....
bliss and misery both.

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I want this to be meaningful.....
And It will be great,
if we both can make it happen.

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Some people try to help you out even when they are not in there good terms too.....
Respect there tries atleast....
They don't want anything in return.
Just your polite response is enough.

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