IN THE MIDDLE OF STORM.....

Why did you take my hand in yours
When you had no intent to hold it for life.
Why did you kiss me and beg for the same
When your passion was going to be so short-lived.
Why did you make promises of trust and loyalty
When you didn't care while breaking each of them.
Why did you show me happy dreams of us together
When our getting separated was the least you'ld bother.
Why did you console for the hardships to come
When you had to leave in the middle of storm....

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Better not regret when it's too late..
Cause the tears would have welled up and dried,
Not bothered to be shed again,
For the stranger you'ld have become by then.

The heart would have hardened with coldness,
That you forgot to tend with love and care.
Passion would have died a million deaths,
Deprived of your warmth and fondness.

Better not regret when it's too late..
Cause then all your efforts would be in vain,
It's just a soulless body when all hopes have left,
Waiting to embrace the deep slumber of death.

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ନାନା ଦେଶୁ ସନ୍ଦେଶର ବାହକ ସାଜି,
କେତେଙ୍କୁ ମନିଷ କରି ଗଢିଥିଲ, କେତେ ହୃଦୟ ଯୋଡିଥିଲ ।
ନିଜ ହୃଦୟେ ଦାୟିତ୍ଵ ର ବୋଝ ବୋହି ବୋହି,
ଅକାଳେ ବିୟୋଗରେ ଏକା କରି ଛାଡ଼ିଗଲ ।

ପ୍ରାର୍ଥନା କରେ ତମ ଆତ୍ମା ର ସଦ୍ ଗତି କୁ ସିନା,
ଏଇ ଆଶାରେ ଯେ ଆର ପାରି ରେ ଦେଖା ହେବ ପୁଣି ।
ହେଲେ ସେ ପ୍ରତୀକ୍ଷା ର ତାଡ଼ନା ସହି ହୁଏନା ;
ପୁଣି ସାଂସାରିକ ବନ୍ଧନ ରେ ବାନ୍ଧିବାକୁ ,
ଅପେକ୍ଷା କରେ ତମ ଫେରିବା ବାଟକୁ।

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To let go without any lingering
emotions , attempts or regrets...

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WINTER ADVISORY....

Wipe off the tears as soon as you shed them;
Cause the ones still there on cheeks get cold quickly ;
And those rolled down the pillows don't dry away soon....

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Why do I have to see ailing bodies
Bleeding orifices with open flesh
Constant pain with needle pricks
Tubes stuck in nose and mouth.

Why do I deduce failing organs
Further weaning the survival chances
Gasping for life with all their mights
To finally turn to lifeless corpses.

Why do I have to give falling bodies
To wailing wives and orphaned kids
Submerged by loans of broken hopes
And a void in life to stay forever.

Well these are the so called 'perks' of being a Doctor.....

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କାହା ଅପେକ୍ଷା ରେ
ଝଡ଼ ବର୍ଷା ରେ ଖେଳିଯାଏ ମନ ରେ ଶିହରଣ ,
ସେହି ପହିଲି ଦେଖା ର ସ୍ମୃତି ରେ I
କାହା ଅପେକ୍ଷା ରେ
ବିଜୁଳି ଗର୍ଜନ ଭିତରେ ଖୋଜେ ସେହି ରଶିଳା ସ୍ଵର ,
ଯାହା ଦିନେ ଭରିଥିଲା ପ୍ରେମର ଆବେଗ ।
କାହା ଅପେକ୍ଷା ରେ
ମନେ ପଡେ ନିର୍ଜନ ରାସ୍ତାରେ ସେ ହାତ ର ସ୍ପର୍ଶ ,
ବଢିଯାଇଥିଲା ଯଦ୍ୱାରା ହୃଦୟ ର ସ୍ପନ୍ଦନ ।
କାହା ଅପେକ୍ଷା ରେ
ସଞ୍ଜ ଗଡିଗଲେ ଆଖିରେ ଲୁହ ଜକେଇ ଆସେ ,
ଝୁରି ଝୁରି ସେ ଦିନର ପ୍ରେମ ନିବେଦନ।

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The path you are on is the right one..
But O ' dear do not hurry to catch the next one..
Because the beautiful things you see are just an illusion.
Let the changes you are undergoing evolve to their best
Let your wounded heart and tired mind find some rest
Because adjustment and compromise aren't your final destination....

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Gifts I got...

Shrouds of sadness
Pangs of anxiety
Bouquet of lies
Complexes of inferiority

Blows of betrayal
Feelings of worthlessness
Lifetime of regrets
And hopelessness

Shoulders of coldness
Hands that withdrew
Heart too overcrowded
Mind perennially bemused

Fear of being cheated
Dreams of nightmares
Tears drenched pillows
And trust broken forever...

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Fate is such a cruel thing...
Some are showered upon without asking ;
Some are deprived of their dearest dreams...

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