Usne pucha tabah tho kar liya humko tumne,
tho ye kaisa pyar hai tumhara hum pe?
Hum bole,
Afsos hai ki humne tumhe tabah kar diya,
par yakeen maano zinda hai hum aaj sirf tumhe apne aapko banate hue dekhne.
Warna kab ka khuda ke ghar ho jate.

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"Socha sambhal jaaungi tumse durr hokar, par tabaah hoke aisaas kya hota hai, ye ab samajh rahi hoon."

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Countless mornings greeted with swollen eyes, only the pillows hold the untold tales.

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Dekha tumne,
Tum chale kya gaye hum tho Bikhar se gaye puri tarah.
Dekha tumne,
ya tum bhi wahi yakeen kar rahe ho Jo duniya ko dikh raha hai?

Batao tumne kya dekha?

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Jo Rukna nahi chahta hai,
usse rok ke kya milega?

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Kitni ajeeb baat hai na ye.

Tum sath the tab ye raat kam thi.
Aur aaj jab tum sath nahi ho tho ye raat na jane kyun itna lamba wakt le raha hai dhalne ko.

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Dear Santa,

I know you cannot give the best end to this year after all that I have been through but I wish to have the acceptable new beginnings.

Thank You in Advance.

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Truth of Life:-

You always get less time with the person
you feel peaceful.

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While fighting FOR eachother,
we did not realize when we started fighting WITH each other.

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Today, i received a notification from Google reminder.

"Your birthday is coming up in the next week, don't forget to plan something."

Seeing the notification, the anxiety came back rushing.
The anxiety of not getting to see you on your birthday.
The anxiety of not getting to celebrate the day with you.
The anxiety of not able to be the first person to wish you.
The anxiety of not giving you surprises.
The anxiety of not getting to eat the first bite of cake after you cut.
The anxiety of not able to kiss you on your day.
The anxiety of not able to give a hug on your day.
The anxiety of not being around with you on your special day.

And Once again, my Anxiety came back with a heart crushed into pieces.

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