Now that you aren't a stranger,
Let's expose our scars,
The scars we hide from others,
The scars that you left intact,
The scars that echo's your youth,
I know it is not easy and this is a fact,
I know you are not that eager .
Let's unravel the darkest secrets ,
The secrets that we keep close to us,
I know it's uncomfortable ,
I know this hurts ,
But trust me there will be no regrets .
Juggling between vulnerability and resellience,
Choice is yours solace or silence,
Now that you aren't a stranger,
But what if you become one tomorrow,
Will I be able to let you go?,
Until then, can we be each other's cheer leader?.

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A message I'm afraid to send :

Was it wrong to be with you 

Was it wrong to love you with all my heart 

Was it wrong to care for you even when I was hurt 

Was it wrong to be the one always seeking an apology when I wasn't even wrong 

Was it wrong to tell my parents about us 

Was it wrong to dream about us and our future together 

Was it wrong to give you time when I didn't have much time 

Was it wrong to cherish all the memories that we had 

Was it wrong to live in flashbacks of us being in love 

Was it wrong to even call it a love relationship 

Was it so wrong that you couldn't even tell anyone about us 

Was it so wrong that you never give it a thought even before getting married 

Was it so wrong that you didn't even bid farewell to us and our love 

Was it so wrong or were you too busy or scared or I don't know what that you couldn't just think of taking a stand for us 

Was it all just wrong for you or was it just your fear of losing your family and  your lifestyle overpowering the fear of losing me

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How to know if it's a mistake?
Interesting question, no?
While reading, you might have flashbacks, I know.
Where should I start from?
Well, the answer to this comes like a storm.
A storm of situations where everything was grey,
Someone was always falling prey,
Is it a mistake? Always, I used to say,
Even when I had no ears to listen anyway.
They say if you have to hide it, then it's a mistake always,
Yes, it might be a mistake as ones say.
But I wonder, how can they be so sure?
Is there anyone so pure?

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Par sach kahun toh ,

Shayad ek aur janam lagega

Mujhe tumhari yaadein mitane mein .

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You and the moon are like the two divine entities that are admiring each other's charisma and making the twilight all the more alluring for me .

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सोचते हैं कि क्या कहे उनसे , नाम भर से जिनके हमारी महफिलें रोशन हो जाती है।
फिर सोचते है क्या समझ जाएंगे वो , की कैसे उनके जिक्र के बिना हमारी नज़्म अधुरी रह जाती है।

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विचार को समझने में समय लगेगा।
नया विचार है इसलिए दिल लगाने में समय लगेगा।

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Intezaar bhi kabhi kabhi apne sath Khushi la skta hai
Ek mulaqat bhi kabhi kabhi apne sath phir Milne ki khwahish la sakti hai
Pyar me mila hua dard bhi kabhi kabhi apne sath sukoon la sakta hai
Kisi ki ek muskurahat bhi kabhi kabhi aap ke poore din ki thaqan Mita sakti hai
Aur unki bas vo ek zalim nazar hi humara dil pighla sakti hai

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Never give up cuz winners don't have a habit of giving up ...
Be a warrior 😉....

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Not knowing what to do in life ahead
Always listening to her heart more than head
Being a moderate performer always
Also having the attitude of just go with the flow anyways
Is it fine
Enjoying every bit of a moment
And getting ready to play life's worst tournament
Letting things be the way other likes
And forget our likes and dislikes
Is it fine
Always being a freelancer
Whose words elaborate what is felt by other
And not how she is
Or what she is
Is it fine
Whose name means beloved
But confused about if she is actually someone's beloved
Having a mind full of confusions
Leading her to wrong affirmations and false conclusions
Is it fine
Honestly I don't know is it fine or not
What would be perfect or not
As everything that shines is not gold
It's only your perception that makes it gold .

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