My love is like a sharpened blade
..only this time; I cut myself too deep

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#root!
Ignored by the surface of my feelings I find peace buried deep in mud of my temptation

Hurt only and openly by misery this is me ending up lonely
Yew massaged me with those smile,
..laid me down unapologetically in a withdrawal method.

Why can't yew be real?
Why is this love fluctuating?
No! Why am I still so much in love with yew?
I guess this is who yew are.
..taking endless advantage of how much I truly love yew.

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Father #
..the "happiness" behind every happiness in the family, even that of #Mother's that lights up all happiness.
HFD!

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___13 03 13

A day the mallet of death shattered millions of my happiness just by hitting one
Truthfully the death of a father is like a burning iron hooked on the throat
Your pictures staggered in my heart like a stab in the spine, without speaking a word it is the loudest voice over my head
Legacies like yours are blessings to applaud
The son of Ibrahim everybody points me out. Mashaa Allah I'm so proud of this identity.
..but God knows, your lost had torn me from limbs to limbs

May Allah accepts your acts of kindness and overlook your flaws, for we all err but may His promise of grace and forgiveness derive your abode!
REST ON DAD

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..love is "losing control"
but I hate being powerless!

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..so I called my ex!

I couldn't say a word after the "hi"
..call lasted for five minutes, thus I didn't say a word.

My ex said and I quote "yew've gat to move on 'dear'.." and ends the call.

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We danced for the last time
Ranched and lust, holding goodbyes in our minds

Your looks got down deep into my soul
I see new days without you; horrors and bullocks
That are just as dark as coal..

Silence in tears, yet my head's so noisy
Pure at heart, my mind's so rusty
..have to get yew outta there before yew roast me dirty.

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It's just a heart why would yew care,
I love yew from so long, sometimes it's hard to bear.
This one-sided love story yew won't ever share
Well, you broke my heart that's not fair.
The attitude you have shown, Has left me all alone

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Ten Ten; Twenty Twenty!

..was my birthday; and all of yew had made me feel so special!
The international friends that refused to be racial.
Endless friendships that had lasted decades
Real family's that never faked a facade.
Endless smile on my face yew wud swear I'm an emoji
Ba a manta dani baa dukda dei bana ji.
Thank yew
May our friendship remain plugged in the right fuse.

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Most of us ain't never in love we just feeding our Hungry souls

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