I know I seen something off to the right
Man trying to focus
As my eyes adjust to the light
I've been up for 3 days
That Crystal clear hook
Has got me seeing shadow people
I'm not taking another look
It's all in my head
I better stop this junk before Im dead-
I'm just waking up
Continuing the puzzle of life
Racing thoughts causing strife
The battle within without a grin
Craving a bottle of gin
I always regret
The road I'm on is always met
No matter what
Before the next sunset-
Depression has a smile Something sharp and vile Anxiety is in no hurry to Make us panic and worry With gloomy thoughts Comes a gloomy walk
Head down.......
On this familiar sidewalk-
Walking into uncertainty
Guided by faith
Fearless as you now
Be proud and take a bow-
What else could explain
Empty thoughts
Full of fear
Being alone
No one's here
Anxiety greets
Loneliness says hi
Depression waits patiently
Knowing I want to die
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What else could explain
Empty thoughts
Full of fear
Being alone
No one's here
Anxiety greets
Loneliness says hi
Depression waits patiently
Knowing I want to die
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Leads by example
Sets the path
With stable footsteps
For all to follow-
Please stop...
Your making me feel
Please stop...
This can't be real
Please stop...
I can't take anymore
Please stop...
Walking out the door
Please stop...
Believing what is no more
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Writers wrote
I write a little
Writers keep writing
About a riddle
Too hard but simple
I Write for likes
I get very little
When I write for people
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I created what I didnt believe
Could be me
Forever is a lifetime
As my heart beats
Life's wounds bleed
Through thoughts racing
Inflicted by a dictator
Anxiety attacks me now
Disappointment stares back
Standing in mirrors reflection
I cry
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