I wanted all the colors all at once
So, I ended up choosing grey.

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Eventually

And then Eventually I was punished for feeling too much,
for which I used to be once praised.
Every tear drop became drama,
every past trauma became irksome stories..
All hearts became just ears
Eventually,
Something just Submerged
Some Thoughts were Silenced.
And because it was so Eventual, there's no one to be blamed.
Eventually I ll accept the hurt and learn to live with it.

Eventually.

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Give me a green ink pot and an old rusty pen..
I would write something on his paper like heart,
there's nothing that has been written in there..
no words, neither thoughts nor a song,
it's been blank and cold since very very long...

Give me a green ink pot and an old rusty pen..
I need to write something on his paper like heart
that has been quite bleak and horribly dark.

Many a times I have picked up a pen trying to write..
there's something that demands but it's colours to be right..
There's something that wants the rust to compliment the white...

Give me a green ink pot and an old rusty pen...

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लाज़िम है हर पल कोई धुन बजती रहे,
सन्नाटों मै मेरे अंदर चींखता बहुत है।

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ना लगाए कोई जुनुनियत का इल्ज़ाम उसपे
वो राह का थका नही उसे मंज़िल ने मारा है।

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मेरी मानो तो उनकी मान लेना

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मैंने अंधेरों से समझौता करलिया है
मुझेमे अब रौशनी की तलब नहीं रही।

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The Circus closed
The shows are all over now
And The ring master went back to the zoo
The swans returned to the river
The elephants were saved, the tigers too
The empaths saved them all..
But what happened to the Joker?
The Joker that knew only to be that
The guy that lived in the circus oblivion
Please tell what happened to the Joker.

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बेमोहब्बत ज़िन्दगी गुज़रे लाज़िम है
इबादत से ज़रा भी नीचे का इश्क हमें गवारा नहीं

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नजाने कैसा इश्क़ है जो वो टुकड़ों में करता है
मैं बिखरी हूं किस क़दर, उसे नजर नहीं आता।

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