my feelings,
my thoughts
steaming
inside me

a misinterpreted stillness
quiet
hidden

and my true self
caged
howling

meanwhile
my struggling emotion
lost in translation.

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my eyes revealed everything,
everything that I've ever tried to guard
I fathom to see into your deep huge eyes;
& learn the tales you've wanted to discard !

unknown, when I regained my breath again
all my scars are revealed to you,
all my pittance details are with you,
burn my blunders & let your echo remain.

I'm sheltered in your cosmic love
illuminating like shining mercury
I'm done with being in the shadow
now all I tempt to is unveil deftly.

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Before I sleep tonight,

Tell me you'll meet me in my dreams;

Where all our wrongs live right

Under the blanket of the night.

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I am scared, to look people in their eyes,
I am scared, if they see through me,
I am scared, if they'll know who I am !
What if, they knew my buried self,
What if, they spot the light I wanna hide,
What if, they find out my dark soul !?
Will they perceive my flaws,
Will they hurt me where I'm weak,
Will they leave me here to waste !?

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It was her eyes...
When she looked at me,
It wasn't just a stare,
there was a seraphic meaning.
They told me things;
that I could comprehend.
And all of a sudden,
I knocked down to a rabbit hole.
There's nothing as it seems,
Everything's spinning out of control.

I've found Wonderland & got lost in it,
then pretended, it could last forever,
I've found Wonderland & got lost in it,
life was never worse but never better.

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Dear Writers,
(*especially my dearest followers 😉),
Thank you to each one of you for always being there. Lol, I sound so dramatic 😬. The thing is, I will be off the grid for a few weeks 😕. No, I'm not quitting all of this, it's just that, my exams are near, I'll be having my boards in less than a month, so I'll not be posting anything for a span of time.
Mmm, my boards will be ending on the 8th
of June🥳, I promise to get back to my yq
journey with a bang.
Till then, I plea all of you to remember me🥺,
and do keep writing, and take care because
corona is not gone yet, take care of your families
and friends.
Okaie, see you soon, love y'all 🍫
Borahae, to all my army-mates 💜

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DEAR HEART,

This very day I ask you,
Let us be truest of true.
For the tomorrow we can pursue,
Let me enjoy the view.

Let me learn how to be me,
Dear heart, please set me free.
For every dream that isn't a guarantee,
There's a beauty we gotta see.

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DEAR HEART,

The dreams that I hold dear,
they don't let me see clear,
because of the shadows of my fear.
Is it enough just to be sincere !?

Change that is supposed to be me,
Can I really set myself free?
Even if tomorrow isn't a guarantee
There are many things I want to see!

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DEAR HEART,

This life has become our own stage,
But don't you be afraid to change.
So that on the other side of this cage,
We'll be able to flip the heavy page.

The dream of tomorrow excites me,
Because of the hope to be set free.
But the dream that isn't a guarantee,
Is it enough for me to see!?

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