Maybe the best we can do,
is just keep pretending to be strong .
And eventually, one day, maybe we'll forgot
that we're pretending.

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Pleasing others ain't worth,
When your worth isn't wholehearted to them.

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Taken for granted again

I don't know where I went wrong,
Maybe this isn't the place where I belong.

Here it comes again what I never wanted,
Yes I'm once again taken for granted.

I did heard loving someone is not easy,
Now I felt the priorities were changed and kept us busy.

It's not twice or thrice i am all in again,
Well it hurts and my heart feels the pain is genuine.

The more I wait the more I see,
I almost forgot about myself and was tryna making "WE".

Well this is something on which I never did agreed,
Coz I've seen those people broke and never succeed.

Someday I feel so low and my heart starts to bleed,
I want to be the strong tree of which I am finding a seed.

Every night I cried till my eyes got Red,
There is something holds me back when I'm about to an end.

Days pass and I see no change,
well this is the sign to get restock my feelings or to make them exchange.

And this is what gives you the most pain,
but I'll still say that,
I was being taken for granted again. — % &

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A MISTAKE = EX

Don't want to repeat the same mistake again,
Because I know I may can.

The bad I saw and the worst I feel,
That's what all we know, it takes time to heal.

Atrocious part was when, I was accepting all his blunder,
And he was the one who made me wonder.

Why the person I've loved makes me feel like shit..?
The answer I got, he have hurt you many times and he'll never admit.

But one day will come he'll be on his knees,
And I'll say,
I know you now, I don’t need your please..!

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You'll feel the distance..
When you'll know how far my soul traveled to reach yours !

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I hope from this time on whenever you see yourself in a mirror,You feel you did wrong to many people out there and whatever comes to you, don't want you forever when it comes to reality.
I hope you realize and feel the pain and mistakes which have been done by you.
I hope whatever I hoped all come true, happy life would be with you only when you realize the reality of real world.

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When I don't talk to you,
I still talk to you in my head.🦋

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I've seen my bad days with you,
You use to hold me close until I melt towards you.

I don't ignore you nor I hate you,
You was suppose to be one but now you are someone I'm tryna forget to.

Things happened good, maybe not everytime,
But at least I was the one who wanted you to be mine.

I promised I'll stay and ofcourse I did,
I got few friends but none of like yours who where literally a piece of shitt.

I maybe missed you when I was supposed to be sleeping,
I was wrong because I kept on getting your stupid bullshits receiving.

As now things are great and I get good sleep,
I just hope everything goes well while WE be individuals as you just you and ME being ME

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WE NO MORE WE

I've seen my bad days with you,
You use to hold me close until I melt towards you.

I don't ignore you nor I hate you,
You was suppose to be one but now you are one I'm tryna forget to.

Things happened good, maybe not everytime,
But at least I was the one who wanted you to be mine.

I promised I'll stay and ofcourse I did,
I got few friends but none of like yours who where literally piece a of shitt.

I maybe missed you when I was supposed to be sleeping,
I was wrong because I kept on getting your stupid bullshits receiving.

As now things are great and I get good sleep,
I just hope everything goes well while WE be individuals as you just you and ME just being ME

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Maybe I'm out of feelings,
OR maybe I have some other plans.

Maybe I fear to fall again,
OR maybe I think the things go same like then.

Maybe someone had cheated on me,
OR maybe I was not so glad.

Maybe I hate being same,
OR maybe just..
I don't wanna hurt myself
AGAIN...!!!!

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