Those days when nights were
beautiful....
and we watched the world passing by...
through cups of chai you made
pyar se....
kitna patient hai tu...calm, shaanth
jaise...toofan me bhi taakat nai ho
tujhe choone ko.
— % &It's strange how little things
make great impacts...but are little
things little...
I don't know what I am saying but know this...
"tere jaane se me adhuri hu..."
It's as simple as that.— % &Ab ye manzar hai ...tu kahan...aur me..?
In all this crowd
I am as alone as the leaf
that dried and broke from its tree
wandering aimlessly
wherever the wind takes her....
Walking hand in hand with
loneliness...kya hai wo word...
bff...best friends forever... — % &Har cheez me tu dikhta hai
har aawaz me tu goonjta hai...
Even in my thoughts...there are
pieces of you...stamped forever.
Ranjish hai...already...par...phir bhi
Aa ja...to make me more sad...
only those in love will want
a multiplication of grief...even if it
means they get to be with their loved one...— % &

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Let's walk through the lanes
wet with rains and slush...
You step on a stone and it breaks loose
the mud squelches out and
stains your feet...you curse...
i hide my laughter...
Then you ignore it because
You have smelled Vada Pav...
And now you're hungry. — % &Let's walk through the lanes...
Its wet because of the rains
You talk about the time when
you painted a portrait
of that mysterious girl
Whose video you stumbled upon
When you rented the house she lived in
She'd committed suicide by hanging
You were devastated.
Your portrait won the award in Sydney.— % &Let's walk through the lanes,
wet with rains...and it's pouring now
but we walk, uncaringly
And you kiss me...
You taste like wet earth...
Or is it the smell..I'm smelling...
I'm so confused.
But it's beautiful anyway.
This feeling of oneness
where all senses mingle till
I'm not able to make sense. — % &Let's walk through the lanes
Its wet...with the rains...
And I tell you about the time
when I died...and you said
It's alright, darling...
You are in a safe place now.
You are in a safe place now.
You are...— % &

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No matter how dark it gets inside me...
your light makes me glow joyfully.— % &

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I drag the weight of being in love
with you...
And the wait drags on, endlessly...
leaving me in an isolated desolation
like those bones, inside a sunken grave
wanting to be a body, anybody...
but destined to become dust...
— % &The sky cries... drops of moonlight...
pools of dreams and hopes,
melting away, like forgotten thoughts
broken and ruined in the wake of
a defeated love...
a love that was not meant to be...
like ghosts wandering in worlds
which do not belong to them...— % &I sit with black roses,
shedding their petals on my knees...
my hands reach out to clasp yours... and come back empty...a thorn tastes my blood and I watch a drop...drop.
I'm bloodstained
I'm lovestained.
Marked forever.


— % &

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There are no words to rip the sentiments out of your indifferent heart...
It rents me apart to know that I will never keep you completely...
I remember those summer days and rainy nights...
And autumns falling into pieces...like i fell ...in love with you...bit by bit...
while you bit the blood out of me...
Winters turned a cold shoulder
freezing my soul...
And there was no you to warm me.

Yes...love isn't the end.
But it will be the death of me.
— % &

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I swallow your touch
inside a throat arid...
more arid than deserts
where the earth burns her soul out
and screams for water...
— % &My heart bleeds words
that drip from my fingers
on the yellowed paper, gnawed
by teeth, that once left marks
on my skin...uneven serrated edges
that remind me of chaos, disquiet...— % &I choke on the thoughts
that are stuck inside my mouth
unwilling to release themselves
fermenting, festering...
I become the wound that you
left on me...
And it's eating into me..
Relentlessly...— % &I will wear my pain...
with utmost care, I will
ornament myself...and
I will see...how beautiful the pain
looks on me...
And you will see your victory. — % &

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Irreverent...?— % &

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I'll listen to the melody of your touch forever
and my soul will rain on you
while you reign over me. — % &

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The hidden oceans in your eyes
have an endless depth, holding
memories of yesteryears and hopes
for tomorrows...
I dive, free falling into you
drowning inside dreams that will
come true. — % &

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You all are too kind.
And I appreciate so much
that you remember me.

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