Myself,
To surrender,
On your Lotus feet,
My lord!

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Fills my soul, Ebbs my heart!

The time spent walking with you,
Is an endless joy, soul longs for!

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JOY to explore a new place,
Feeling the essence, grace and culture, creating memories that fills your soul.

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Forgetting your love for the person or the person.




Prioritising yourself, your values, ethics, and self love!

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Committing to you, itself was an occasion,
Ignored all red flags, to get dumped on Diwali festiv season!..

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Grieving In Installments!

The silent battles,
Constant silent fears,
Your silent challenges,
Which you blurred from your dears,
How I wish you had confessed & freed your burdens,
Today, I would probably not be grieving in installments of your loss!

Your silence surrounds the house,
How I miss watching movies together during family time,
Our favorite songs we watched and sang together,
How I miss you calling me Darling when u needed a sweet or a snack,
I miss your support when mom scolds me, being a tomboy,
How I miss hearing my name to your Good Morning,
Today, I'm grieving in installments of your loss!

Though I know you are a soul and you are around,
Though you come in my dreams showing your existence,
But your presence, your laughter, our kiddish fights, your innocence is all missed for sure,
For all the things about life & emotions you had taught,
Did you really had to Lose Your Life to teach me how to grieve?
Dad, Today I'm grieving in installments of your loss!

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But Dad!

Your loss can never be filled,
The pain & suffering can't be redeemed,
Memories & regrets will keep surfacing,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

No time to mourn,
No time to cry,
Numbness has overtaken rather console my broken heart,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

How I wish you were still sleeping and you wake up wishing me Good morning,
How I wish it was a bad dream and I would sit next to u laughing,
How I wish Your Death didn't physically keep us apart,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

Even though the world seems harsh,
Even though the tears dry-up at last,
Even though I learn to smile with your loss,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

I stay strong for you, as u taught to keep fighting,
I stay clam for you, as you taught to be caring,
I stay grounded for you, as you taught to be humble,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

It's the 16th Day of loosing you,
Your Death can't keep us apart as your soul is in my heart,
Coping up with your loss seems an illusion left with no choice,
But Dad, you will always stay within!

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Teacher, you add wings to my imagination! 

It is a blessing to have a Teacher, 
Teacher who always smiles being a Speaker, 
A speaker, to motivate, cultivate students Features,
Features, that enhances our abilities to be an active Dreamer, 
Dreamer, who can thrive to become a Leader, 
Leader of humanity, creativity, intelligent, artistic being a Seeker, 
A seeker, who is a Teacher with Sensitivity to inspire students deepest Desire, 
Desire of the Teacher, adds wings to (students) my Imagination!

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Are you holding on to tears of Sadness or Joy?
Are you holding on to Fears or Hopes?
Are you holding on to Past or Embrace New Future?
Are you holding on to Suppressed Emotions or to your Freedom?
Are you holding on Misery or Create Magic?
Are you holding on to Hate or Love?
Are you holding on to Demon or Angel?
What are you holding on to my dear cloud?
What Raindrops are you gonna shower today on Humanity?

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Version 2 - No wonder, you feel like home & family!

You never prioritised me, the way my parents prioritised their obligations over me;
I feel that pain in your heart too,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

You never appreciated or acknowledged my love, care for u, just like my parents didn't,
I see that craving in your eyes too,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

You abandoned me when I needed u the most, just like my parents abandoned leaving me wounded;
I feel you were abandoned too,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

I wish u hugged, expressed your love & care, as I feel safe in your arms,
How I craved for my parents hug, love & care from childhood, I know u crave too,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

I see the inner child wounds in u which are in me,
I see myself in you,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

You put me in a dilemma, Should I be ANGRY or LOVE u more,
As I see, you need the same love & care that I need,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

You are so understanding yet possessive, inexpressive & indecisive,
I see the insecurities in u as we both are mirroring eachother,
No wonder, you feel like home & family!

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