"DARKNESS"


THE PLACE WHERE I BELONG'

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I walk down the street,
Searching for peace,
Cutting down fence to fence,
But haven't got one to stay...

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Safed tum ho ya hai wo barf
Jo mere badan pe pighal raha h..

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Still,

I kept my door open,
Keeping my feelings apart,
Hidden inside a closet,
I treated her with at most graceful.

But something hurts.

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I stabbed myself multiple time,
Not with a blunt but with a sharp one,
To realize what she have been through,
When i was just making fun of her pain.

I discovered myself one among the worst in this heavenly earth.

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Kissi roz main bhi tumhari kahaniyon ka hissa banunga.

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I tried to be one of you but I failed measurably,
I tried every aspect to stood up besides you but knock out by my own perspective..

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Your thoughts clashes in my head,
Banging it like thunder,
Restlessly hunting down my desire
To get closer.
But....

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I m just a secret admirer of yours.
Don't want any acknowledgement for that.
Just wanna be another stranger, but somewhat close to you.
It will take too many tough road to hide the feelings but eventually i agreed for it.
Cuts through my nerve i find lack of guts to accept.
Fear of denial stabbed me thousands of time..
But

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Somebody wake me up and make me realize the reason of my helplessness...
This helplessness ripped off my skin and make me feel defeated every time i stand.
Not today.. its been years
Still weakening my bones to stand brave against my grave..
Taking me to the last hour of my rest.

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