So now you see it. You have had a bad relationship with bad words, the words which have the potential to hurt someone else. They left you wounded enough to have you fear silence. To have you fear being judged so you overexplain just in case the listener doesn't misunderstand you for someone you are not. You've healed from a fragile heart. You have a strong mind. Keep that. You may fear being not meaning anything at all to someone but baby it was enough that you walked away. You can't control other's responses, yet you deserve someone who knows what it means to speak from a place of cautiousness for the listener in front or beside.

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Baby, in your embrace I could shine;
Glow like a diamond I never knew I was.
I love you with all my heart!
Enthralling that it is
how your mere presence has been enough;
The feeling of you always takes me back
to the me who loves me first.

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Thanks for being. You make life what it is. Relationships with you, aren't always the smoothest. But then I guess love is meant to be messy and memories are born where love lies. I am growing up. With you, as a part of me if not as grief of the heart or some headache. And it's life that's what I realise more with time. Things always won't turn out the way you wanted them to be but it's alright I guess; we are still us. You shaped me. In both good and bad and gray ways.

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Release the past sweetheart;
It won't be the same again.
There's a door waiting to be opened
Accompany to guide the way through with you;
Burn those papers down
Dump that memento you kept close to your heart.

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As you look for love, you see you have to keep growing along the way. You have to constantly keep evolving, with or without a partner. You can't still somewhere and say this is who I am and the one who gotta love me will love me for who I am. Sure they will, but you have to learn to flow, to adapt along the course of life. And I believe humans are naturally adaptable so now that we know it maybe easy to let go of any rigidity if we were holding onto any. Happy sailing!

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You know who you are
Why do you get influenced by some so called influencers and
try to be something you are not. I guess you are just experimenting. But baby do you know, you are to yourself just like how I am to you, you gonna come back to me,
no matter how far around you travel the world, you're always gonna be lead back to yourself. 'you know who you are'

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For a moment when I thought I met someone new
Seconds later I realised it was an illusion of you
Years later, I still seem to look for you
like I always have been
All my life. Looking. For I somewhere know with my soul I belong with you.

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Vulnerability is scary.
Scary as hell. You're not used to it.
I am not used to it.
More like not used to feeling like we can be vulnerable. Safely. And loved.
But I'll hold on
They say one must speak out even if your voice shakes.
I'll hold onto myself even if my grip
seems to tremble.
We know this time we'll be alright.
And I'll hold onto you :)

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You each have your own story. And you each are now blossoming into flowers. You make me who I am. A garden of experiences. You're not my identity but surely
I would not have been who I am
had it not been for you guys. You know I am yet to be able to smile at all of you, but it's okay.... I am sending so much love,

From the girl who once got scarred

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will open
as you shut the door
to those who no longer serve you.

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