A waltz for a melancholic!

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NOT a love poem!

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Too easy, too often
I find myself calm,
amidst all these chaos
In the middle of this storm.

I don't have any story left
But the play goes on,
Audience go berserk
They say it can't ever pause!

Too easy, too often
enraged, I kill em all,
Play stops till the hall fills
And the story(?) goes on!

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I seek for mad within me
Though he never shows up
I wait for him religiously

I sit beneath
White painted walls
The very walls falling on me
I sit still, at peace
The madman doesn't care or notice
I don't die, ofcourse

I seek him under my bed
Every night
I wake up to see I am in ocean
Water, it looks black there
I never get drowned

I seek for mad within me
I see walls and oceans instead

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When I write something
pour my heart
I think, and I've always had
Can I be someone's poem?

Does it scares you
to be passionately loved
How does it feel
to be stuck in words?

What do you need to do
To be someone's poem
play with their hearts
And tell them to move

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Fill me up with all the ways
you never loved, Somebody else
Fill me up cause I've been empty
And it never pained untill you came

Fill me up untill I find
Another way to kill myself
Fill me up cause you never know
Who'se here today and tomorrow isn't.

Fill me up with the love you got
And that warmth, you need I know
Fill me up, now, fill me up
Cause you also need to fill yourself.

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Where, my deepest and darkest,
Desires and truth lies,
My mind, its just another Labyrinth
Built for ever,
Before I say I
It loops it in infinite miles
Too reach to you.
My chaos is ordered
Just like the metal I listen to
Emotions all distorted
They've never been settled
I'll never hand you the words
I hold them tight
Untill they're crushed
And I tell you a lie.
If you are still with me
Don't.

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मनात कोरड पडली की
शब्दांचा ओघ स्थिरावतो
मग कवितांचा उत पाडायला
पावसाचा ओलावा सुद्धा पुरत नाही.

जुन्या आठवणी आठवून
दोन ओळी चुकून लिहल्या जातात पानावर
त्यांचा अर्थ लावता लावता मात्र
आयुष्यात कशाचाच अर्थ उरत नाही.

पुन्हा येतंच कुणीतरी
लीहलेल्या शब्दांना अर्थ देणारं
मग त्या शब्दांपलीकडे भेटणाऱ्या शिवाय
एक क्षण ही सरत नाही.

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Don't stare!

Don't stare at the ceiling,
It's just another wall you haven't walked on
Don't stare
Don't stare at the dark,
If there's light, it won't be mysterious
Don't stare
Don't stare at the hollow heart
If it's hollow, it never knew what love is
Don't stare
But when you are with her!
Stare!
patiently, yet like you'd never, again
Stare so that
You'll never have to stare anything ever again!

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