I'm at that stage of life where I have stopped holding on to people who are really important to me.
I do care for 'em, miss 'em and sometimes have the urge of seeing them.

But something has really changed about them. Something that stops me from making any effort in being in touch with them.

The affection and care would never fade away though but I just have stopped expressing it to them unwillingly.

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When I embraced the reason of my sadness and hurt as my fate and moved on as the past can't be changed but can be forgotten at least.

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I still remember how stubborn I was. Never ready to compromise with what was right. Never ready to compromise with what I deserved. Never ready to compromise with my studies,career plans or with the comfort of my family.
It is sadistically ironical to see myself agreeing to any terms and conditions of life, being satisfied with what I never wanted to have, fine with all that I hated the most. Making myself believe that this isn't a nightmare but reality. Convincing my heart to give it a hope that one day everything would fall in its place. I don't understand how and what made me go so neutral.

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I feel so light yet the strongest. No attachment,desires,grief and happiness can now disturb the mental peace I have attained.
Time is mysterious. You never know what's coming forth.

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No, I didn't stop writing.
I'm just building a dam to control the flood of my thoughts.

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Few men possess exceptional talent of making others feel guilty for their own mistakes.

They think its easy to befool and hurt others without considering themselves responsible for the damage that they caused to them.

Trust me, this hurts even more.

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wish something bad to happen to people who have intentionally hurt me or betrayed me. Even if they pretended to be my well wishers, they broke my trust, I just don't hold personal grudge for them. I might never forgive them but would never do the same what they did to me.

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Trend of ruining relationship with someone


Start giving slow poison to your relationship so that the person couldn't even realise that you're killing your relationship or changing the meaning of your relationship with that person

Trust me,at the end that person will be shocked, speechless, shattered and hurt yet he/she won't be able to blame you for what you did to him/her because you really played very cunningly with their emotions. 💔

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Thanks to all those who have always been there for me even though I hardly had conversation with them for months. It really means a lot to me. It is the only reason of my motivation.
And also thanks to those who showed their dark side when I needed them the most. Who just gave me ignorance when I wanted them to stay with me. In return of affection, understanding and care all I got was their mean attitude. Actually they made me realise that they care for you till they need you. Such people have taught me a great lesson.

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I hardly approached anyone to be my friend.
I never approached anyone to be my soul mate. I just never did.
It's them who did.
Later it was them who taught me to be practical and acted as if it was all my fault that I trusted them,got emotionally attached with them and valued them. It just that they care till you don't care and as soon as you do they take you for granted.

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