Something about life..
Few day's back one of my friend called me and his talks was mostly centred around a person on whome I had crush /attraction /feelings whatever it was.. In the past .Now life had changed completely Bt a sort of anger was their inside me bcos a setback came in my life and her absence in that period was something that I missed, Bt with time I realised what is the meaning of true love and care. We were just not compatible with each other or situations were not good.
Back to present after he called me I was awake whole night unable to sleep and I was just analysing the whole events .
The conclusion that I found was
Both the sides were wrong at many points and whole situation was wrong. At a point a question came in my mind why I m still angry with her?? Do I still love her or I m still in cage of past??
The answers of my questions was not easy bt I realised beauty of life
Not every person will be with you, some times events will hurt you, sometimes memmories.
What is more imp is to free ur self from cage and enjoy ur life.
Spend time with yourself, your Frnds, family, love.
Spend time on what you like to do. Laugh, cry, talk as much you can

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Haa dil to Ab Bhi dhadkta hai
Tmhare hi Naam se,
Bas Ab lafzo se keh Nhi paata.
Haa tadapta hu ishq mein,
Lekin nikl Aaya dur ek safar Par,
Tanha Akele, ya kuch yaadein sang liye.
Haa ishq kia hai tmse,
Lekin Aur kuch rishto ko nibhana bhi,
Farj hai mera.
Hu khush shayd mai, ya hu dukhi jo thora sa.
Hu Akele Iss Rah Par, kuch adhoora sa,
Ya hu kuch poora hu mai Tmhare Saath.
Ye dil nA smjh ska, Haa chla thA ek safar Par,
Vo safar abhi poora nA hua.

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Yes I am ambitious and a bit emotional person ,
Bt I want to spend my whole life with you. I want to love you through out my life like two inseparable soulmates , I want to fight with you, I want to play with you like freind's
I want to take care of you, I want to protect you more than anything, I want to feel possessive for you.
Yes ,I still love you and want to hold you throughout my life.
I want to spend every seconds of my life with you,
Yes, I want to acheive my goals with you always their standing by my side.
Also I want to be with you, in all your odds, troubles and your journey of success ,
Yes I want you, just you to be with.. To care for, to love, to, fight, to laugh, to be happy or to be sad..

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Gunj uthati hai taliyan aksar,
Jab bhi dil ke jajbaat shabdo mein utarte hai.
Kissa chahe vo ishq mein Milne aur bichdne ka ho,
Ya Kamyabi aur nakamyabiyo ke safar ka,
Chahe ho rishto ka, ya kisi samaj ki burai ka,
Ya kisi veer ki mahan gatha ka,
Ye dil ke jajbaat hai,
Jo in shabdo ko bunte hai.

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Na jaane kitni kahaniya dil ki.
Lekin dil mein ek aag aaj bhi kal rhi,
Vo haar ke jakhm, vo jeet ki chah,
Vo nakamyabiyo ke daur me taane,
Vo swal krti najrein ,vo bechainiyan,
Haa aaj bhi jalati hai mujhe.
Mai chla tha kuch haasil krne,
Lekin nahi jaana tha Iss sangharsh ki,
Haa Ab iss radn mein sangharsh
hai to sangharsh hi sahi.
Girunga kabhi Rah mein to,
Vo girna hi sahi, chlna hai dur tak.
Chdna hai choti tak, chahe kitna ucha ho Parvat koi.
Haa dil kamjor hai mera,
Tut jaata hu rishto ke aage.
Kabhi Kisi ke ishq ki chahat mein,
Ro deta hai yuhi,
Lekin yhi dil agle hi pal ,
Sajj ho jaata hai ladne ek yudh ko.
Yudh jo balidan mangata hai,
To tyag mangta hai,
mangta hai mehnat aur majboot irada.
Haa kahi kamjor hu mai,
Lekin ek lakshya k liye majboot bhi hu mai.
Haa ishq Kia hai kisi se,
To kuch rishte aur bhi Nibhaye hai,
Lekin khwabo ki ek udaan abhi baaki hai,
Jeet ka vo jashn abhi baaki hai.

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Kuch yu uljha Mai,
In bikhare hue rishto mein,
Tut sa gya hu.
Haa ek ishq h tmse,
Lekin keh nhi paa rha.
Bhagta phir rha hu dar badar
, sukoon ke liye ,
Lekin man me swal hai ,
Mai kha jaa raha hu.
Haa shayad bikhar sa gya hu,
Maano himmat na bachi ho,
Rishto ko suljhane ki,
Ya nye rishte bnane ki.
Lekin kahi na kahi dil aaj bhi bechain hai.

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Haa kahi khoya sa hu mai,
Kuch gum sa hu.
Aakhir kya chahta hu jindagi se,
Ye smjh nhi paa rha hu mai.
Haa ek kami si hai zindagi mein,
Lekin smjh ni aa rha mujhe

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Being a mirror,
I always want to get reflected in you.

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Inn vadiyo mein,
Samandar kinare unn reto Par,
Inn jhillo ke kinaro Par,
Prakriti ke Karib jaa kar,
Na jaane kon sa sukoon dhundhta phirta hai mera dil.
Shayad har dafa khud ko dhundhta hu,
Yaa ekaki me kuch kahaniya sochta hu.
Yaa sochta hu Tmhare ishq ke baare mein,
To kabhi ek mukaam haasil krne
ki chahat ki.
Vo akelapan bohot kuch kehta hai,
Shayad mai apni dil ki awaz ko
sun paata hu pahado ki god mein .
Jab dil ki awaj sunta hu,
To yaad tmhari hi aati hai.
Tmhara Vhaa na hona khal sa jaata hai,
Kuch tanhai ke khyal bhi aate hai.
Haa Tmhara hona bhi jaroori hai,
Shayad tmse hi vajood hai mera.
Lekin Iss safar Par saath chlna
chahta hu mai,
Tmhare saath un vadiyo mein
yu hi baith kar k ,
kuch khud ko khona chahta hu mai .
Baate jo dil me hai unko kehna
chahta hu mai.
Haa abhi waqt h, waqt hai intezar ka,
Waqt hai kuch nyi kahaniyan bnane ka .
Lekin waqt ki ret Par jeevan bhar
ek naam chahta hu mai .
Jo har kami ko poora kre, yhi Ab jindagi se chahta hu mai.

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Haa shayad kuch piche chhut rha tha,
Kuch yaadein jo nyi nyi bni thi,
Kuch kaam jo abhi abhi sikha tha,
Kuch log jinko nya nya jaana tha,
Kuch imarate jahan jaane ke liye bhi kabil hona pdta hai.
Ye sehar jo kuch din pehle bilkul anjana sa tha ,
Ab thora apna sa tha.
Haa piche chhut rha tha sab kuch,
Lekin Iss padav se aage badhna tha,
Tha jo safar adhoora use poora Karna tha.
Haa dil to Kia iss padav Par kuch der ruk jaane ka ,
Par ek Khwab ki udaan abhi baaki thi,
Kuch dur hi sahi thora sa safar abhi baaki tha.

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